I wake up in an unfamiliar room, I look around and remember I'm in Brandon's room. I smirk realising I've done my mission, I planted the chips in him when we were having sex. Now Zane can set this jerk up and his gang will fall to the ground.
I change my outfit:
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I walk home taking in the air as i feel like i'm choking, on what? Well my stupid feelings.
I feel like my walls are only tumbling down faster no matter how hard I try to hold them up. I'm suffocating and i feel like I'm gonna die if I'm not wrapped in Aarons warm arms anytime soon. My mother was right, she always is... I'm nothing without Aaron. It hurts to say I'm weak, and its all my loves fault.
Something clicks in me and i feel my legs taking me in a different direction, I know where I'm headed and it only scares me more. I'm headed to Dawns pack house or more relevant... Aaron's home. I'm scared to get rejected again. I'm scared that Aaron may never love me again. I'm scared that I'm making a mistake.
I knock on the door and Midnight answers "get kid" she says nervously "how far along?" I ask as I hear the faint heartbeat meaning she's pregnant, she gulps and I chuckle "I'm just kidding, don't worry. I need to see Aaron" I say she just nods.
I make my way to Aaron's room and stand nervously at the door praying I don't get rejected. I slowly knock and wait, my breathing gets heavier the longer I wait. My heartbeat is going crazy and I'm starting to regret coming.
I knock one more time and then I hear someone moving in the room.
The door opens and Aaron's standing there looking sleepy, his just woken up it's pretty obvious. He looks so cute when his tired. "Skyla?" He asks, I shake my head, "No... Lila" I say smiling at him. He shakes his head "don't do this" he says looking away. I walk into his room and close his door "what are you doing?" He asks, I turn to him "Sk-" he starts but I stop him by brushing my lips against his, a small kiss but enough to make me want more. He looks at me shocked "Skyla don't do this" he says showing me he wants it but is trying to hold back. I put my hands on his cheeks and stare into his eyes. "I. Love. You." I say as I lean my forehead against his, he grabs hold of my back and starts kissing me. I play with his hair as his hands travel up the back of my t-shirt. He grips my neck as he starts kissing my neck and biting me. He starts kissing me again. He lightly tugs my hair as he lifts me onto his bed and his hands travel my body. He climbs on top of me kissing me passionately, I grab his belt, he quickly pulls away, standing up and starts swearing. "Aaron!" I yell as I wrap my arms around his waist, he pushes me away. "Skyla you've done enough" he yells I gulp hard and look at him "I give you my whole heart and life and you still hate me?! What more can I give?!" I yell back, he looks me in the eyes "space Skyla, Space!" He pleads, I look down "you know I'm against people who cheat... and now because of you I'm here cheating" he says as he sits on his bed looking away from me. I sigh and walk to the window and look down at the rose bushes. I feel a tear drop down my cheek... then another... and then a heap more. I'm crying now, my visions blurred and my cheeks are wet. I walk over to the door to walk out but I feel Aaron grabbing my waist "Skyla" Aaron's words echoing in my mind. I turn around but keep my head down, I put my head against his chest as I look down. He rubs my back "Skyla talk to me" he says lifting my head. He wipes my tears away. "I'm sorry" he whispers I stare at his lips as I bite my lip, he notices and looks away. I take a deep breath and go to walk out again. "Lila" he says, I stand still "Why did you attempt suicide?" He asks. I close the door and look at him "because I'm nothing without you, I can't live on if you aren't living beside me, I can't breath if your not giving me that smile... I can't be myself without you. I'm breaking Aaron I'm falling apart, I'm scared, terrified." I say as I grab hold of his hand. he stays silent "why did you cheat on me" he finally says, I look away "I... I kissed another man because Zane wanted me to so I could get an important file, it was nothing more then that and from the moment his lips touched mine I felt sick... I wanted to be in your arms and I wanted you, Your the only one I want" I say as I trace on Aaron's hand, his tense. "I think it's time you left" he said pulling away from me and opening his door. I stare at him and he looks away, I feel my breathing pick up "I'm gonna be sick" I mutter before running to the closest bathroom and throwing up, I feel someone grabbing my hair keeping it out of my my face. "Are you alright?" I hear Aaron asking, I lift my head up as I stop vomiting and he passes me a wet cloth. I wipe my mouth and look at Aaron "I'm fine, I'll see you around" I say as I stand up and walk to the front door "Skyla don't leave" He yells running up to me "you told me to leave just a minute ago" I ague he bites his lip "I can't look at you" I whisper "it hurts me" I finish, he walks forward and wraps his arms around me "Skyla" he whispers. "Ahem" I hear behind me, I just continue hugging Aaron because I actually feel safe right now. "BITCH CAN'T YOU HEAR ME!" I hear someone yelling, Aaron pulls away and stands beside the girl that was in his Instagram. Ariana I think her name was but of course I'm not in the mood to be nice to this bitch. "What do you want Ariel?" I ask she looks at me offended "my name is-" she starts I roll my eyes "I don't care... you've already won" I say as I walk past her to the front door "I'm sorry Lila" Aaron whispers, I look at him with tears in my eyes "you don't mean it" I answer back, he looks away sad and I walk off tears dripping down my face.
