Pain, Guilt a mixture of feelings really. I sit in Lexi's room staring out her window, I can't move I can't breath, I can't see. I'm scared to turn around I'm scared about the image that's already tattooed in my mind. I don't want to be here but turning around will make it real.
A hour earlier~
I sit on my bed and stare at the wall thinking about Aaron, whys is he always on my mind. I just want to forget him, his a jerk, a fuckboy but i fucking love him... why? I miss Dawn even though she just left without telling anyone, I feel like i'm suffocating. I need someone to pull me back, I need Aaron to pull me back.
I bury my face in my pillow and I scream.
I sit up catching my breath, my phone is going off, I look at the screen and see Zane's name on my screen.
"What?" I ask as i answer my phone "I need you at the gang house" he says abrupt, i roll my eyes "Why?" I ask but his already hung up "jerk" i mumble.
I stand up and walk out on my balcony, I run my hand through my hair as i feel the cool breeze on my skin. I walk into my room putting on one of Aaron's t-shirts on with black ripped jeans, boots, a leather jacket and of course some weapons.
I run downstairs as I'm already running late. "where are you going?" I hear my mum ask as I get to the front door, "out" I say without looking at her. She sighs "can you please hang out with your sister just today I'm worried about her" my mum says sounding concerned. "She will be fine" I say annoyed as I walk out closing the door behind myself.
I tie my hair in a messy bun as I walk into the gang house. I walk into Zane's office but his not there "ZANE!" I call out, no one answers. I run upstairs and look around, the house is empty so I grab my phone dialling Zane's number... no one answers.
I walk into the kitchen and open the fridge grabbing some left over butter chicken. I put it in the microwave and write a note to Zane.
Note:
Zane,
Next time you call me telling me to come to the gang house urgently please actually be here or I'll cut your balls off and make you eat them cause your waiting my time.
Thanks, Skyla x
End of note~
I eat the butter chicken and leave the note on the counter. I walk outside when I see Zane pulling up in the driveway "took your time" I say crossing my arms "I thought you were the one that took ages" he says getting out of the car and locking it. "hmph" I roll my eyes and follow him inside. "nice note" he says chuckling "I'm dead serious" I say pointing to the note, he smirks "yeah, i know" he says. He puts his keys away and then points to his office, I walk in there and sit down waiting for him.
I sit for about five minutes when I start to get bored, I stand up looking at everything in Zane's office. I pick up a picture that's sitting on Zane's desk, I study the picture of Zane and Alexis smiling with their arms around each other. I place the photo back and open a draw, I find a gun, a notepad, a key and a few bullets. I grab the key and stare at it, I recognise it. I place it in my pocket and walk over to the cabinet grabbing the small statue that's holding the books up. I run my fingers other the curves when I see a book, Destiny's book. I quickly grab it and flick through it when I see a new page I start reading it.
Part 2:
The daughters of white and dark will-
I quickly shut the book when I hear Zane coming and I shove it back on the shelf, running into the chair I'm supposed to be in.
I think about what I just started reading as Zane walks in, it's part two to the Prophecy my mum and Midnight are in. It's to do with me, Dawn and maybe my sister but I don't know because I only read a line.
Zane starts talking about missions and stuff I'm not interested in, nothing he says catches my attention until I hear the most dreadful thing I could...
"Dawn is now apart of Brandon's gang, she's the enemy you can't trust her"
I stare up at him my face pale "n-no" I stutter he nods and opens his draw grabbing the gun out and placing it in the centre of the table. I stare at him and shake my head "NO!" I yell he nods "Yes Skyla" I feel tears forming in my eyes "IM NOT MURDERING MY COUSIN, SHE'S BASICALLY MY SISTER!" I yell as I bang my fists on the table. He sighs "there only two groups in this world Skyla, winners and losers, kill or be killed" he says leaning back in his chair. I take a deep breath and grab the gun "I'm NOT killing Dawn but I WILL kill Brandon" I say standing up and putting the gun in my back pocket "Skyla we aren't living a fairy tale, that's not an easy job and I know you'd be the best for it but not even you are ready to take him down" he says crossing his arms, I chuckle "mhm" I say walking out.
I walk home and walk inside when I see my mum on the staircase balling her eyes out, Logan's got his arm around her and she's barely breathing. She looks up at me, but not in the eyes. "What happened?" I ask my voice cracking I've never seen my mother like this. She try's to find the words but only tears come out. Logan's pulls her closer, "Logan?" I ask my eyes pleading for answers, Logan looks down at my mum and gulps but still doesn't say anything. I hear the doorbell and Logan stands up walking downstairs, I look at my mum and she stands up hugging me. I stroke her hair as I listen to Logan's conversation with the unknown people at the door, I hear him telling the people where Alexis room is. Mum hears too because she starts choking on her tears. What the fucks going on?!
I hear someone coming, that's when I see something horrible not as horrible as what I see after but still. I see a stretcher and a empty body bag, the man and lady rolling the stretcher up the stairs have the one word that could bring tears to my eyes on there uniform.
Morge.
