I wake up early and ready for my day to start. I walk to school and go to my first class. After class I see Aaron and we share a kiss and exchange 'I love yous'.
After spending my whole break with Aaron I start walking to class when Blake walks past grabbing my neck and he holds me against the wall forcing his tongue down my throat, I try to pull away so he bangs my head against the wall, hard. I blink back the tears, he smirks at the fact his causing me pain. I see Aaron standing on the other end of the short hallway staring at me upset, I stare at him pleading him to help but he just walks off. Blake puts his hand on my thigh slowly moving up my thigh. One of his mates walks up behind him, "we gotta go" his mate says Blake nods and let's go of my neck letting me fall to the ground and just walks off. I start to cry, I stand up and run to the bathrooms, I'm weak. I stare into the mirror feeling shitty, why didn't Aaron help me?! I finally pull myself together and walk to my last class for the day. I've only been in class for half an hour but I can't concentrate, all I can think about is the fact Aaron didn't help me. I leave class early and run to Aaron's house, I write a note "a real man would protect his girl, don't call or text me" I write, I pull my engagement ring off my finger and place the note an ring on the dinning table. I wipe a tear as I can just see Aaron's heartbreak "I'm sorry Aaron, I love you but you didn't save me" I whisper as I walk out. I then run back inside grabbing his favourite t-shirt and running home. I run into my room and get in bed crying as I hug the t-shirt. I finally get up grabbing my gun an knifes, I leave the house.
I walk through the woods killing hunters, animals and any people stupid enough to get in my way. I sit down in a flower paddock playing with my knife. I keep dropping it because my vision is blurred by tears. Every time it falls it cuts me but I can't feel it because I'm numb... I'm basically dead I was always nothing without Aaron. Aaron always made me smile, laugh he made me want to live. I close my wyes thinking about Aaron and I find myself regretting what I did and wanting to run to him, run into his arms screaming "I'm sorry, I love you, make me smile... laugh!" But he would hate me for it. He would hate me, he most likely hates me right now. I hold the knife at my throat daring myself to push but my mum crying on the stares and Alexis's body being wheeled past stops me. I can't put her through the pain of both her daughters committing suicide. I wake up still on the flower paddock, I stand up and walk home. I put my uniform on and walk to school, I get to school an hour late and it's already break time. I see Aaron's car in the parking lot, I run my fingers down the bonnet holding back tears. I start walking through the halls when I see Blake, he grins walking towards me. I grab a knife flicking it into his shudder "YOU FUCKING JERK, YOU BROKE US UP! IS THAT WHAT YOU WANTED?!" I yell he starts laughing "oh babe it's not my fault you had a weak relationship" he says smirking. I slap him hard "DON'T BABE ME YOU DIRTY BASTARD, I HOPE YOU DIE A PAINFUL SLOW DEATH BECAUSE YOU DESERVE IT... I FUCKING HATE YOU... and I am holding back from cutting your head off right here, your pathetic" I yell, he chuckles and lifts my chin "so unladylike be more mature and clean that mouth of yours before I shut you up and the only things you'll be able to say is my name while I fuck you hard" he says making me feel uncomfortable. "You-" I stop as Dawn walks in between us and off through the hall. I take a deep breath "next time you touch me I'll rip your head off, you are a jerk for ruining my relationship" I yell as I storm off. I see Aaron with Dawn later that day, he looks broken. I just want to go hug him, kiss him. I feel Alex hugging me "don't worry about him" he says as he leads me away from Aaron. "If you keep looking at him and thinking about him things will only be harder" he says as he keeps his arm around my waist. I walk home later and when I get home I sit in my room staring out the window.
I get dressed in one of Aaron's jacket.
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Outfit Above ^^
I walk to the tattoo parlour and ask for a rose and knife tattoo.
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Tattoo Skyla gets above ^^ I get the tattoo on my wrist then leave.
When I get home I sit on my bed staring at my photo walls that's full of pictures of Aaron, "fuck this shit" I say as I get up and leave the house. I walk into a bar and start drinking myself crazy. Alex meets me there and we party for hours, Alex demands to walk me home when I can no longer walk straight, see straight or talk properly. I do as he says, he walks me home and I hug him goodbye. I walk inside and my mum starts going off at me "me and Aaron broke up" I yell and she goes silent. I run upstairs before she says anything, I lock my door and grab my phone. "I love you" I message Aaron. I soon drift off to sleep.
