I wake up with a horrible headache. I look at the alarm and it's 1:45pm, I've missed school but I don't care. I grab my phone and see a message from Aaron "don't say things you don't mean" it says, I then remember messaging him telling him I love him while I was drunk. I feel all my emotions building up and I throw my phone at my wall smashing it very badly. I then stand up smashing my room until I'm laying on the ground surrounded by smashed glass. I think about Aaron's kisses, the fire his lips hold. The way he makes me smile and the way he can make me laugh when I want to die. I think about his smirk and the way he looks at me before he kisses me. I scream, I want to be heard but only by him. I grab my knife digging it into my leg, I smile with the pain.
I stand up pulling the knife from my leg slowly am painfully. I hear my mum yelling from downstairs, I get up to see what she wants.
I walk downstairs and Logan in helping her into the car,the floors wet and I know what's happening. "Shit, she's going to have a baby" it never felt this real until I watch them speed off.
I message Dawn knowing she hates me but I just need to know... "How's Aaron?" I text her saying. She doesn't answer so I walk up to my room.
I stare at the wall angry "I'm such an idiot!" I yell as I start punching the wall till my fists bleed. "Skyla" I hear from behind me, I bang my head on the wall and close my eyes. "Skyla I'm taking you to school, you can't be here you'll do something you'll regret". I turn and see Eric I run into his arms crying "I'm dying on my own" I whimper, he rubs my back "I know".
"I'm taking you to school" I shake my head but he walks into my closet and grabs my uniform. "Please just get ready" he pleads, I can tell he doesn't want to fight and neither do I so I do as he says.
I walk out to the kitchen fully dressed and Eric's watching tv. I think about running back to my room and not going to school but I know Eric would be angry. "Eric" I say walking up behind him, he looks back at me then stands up smiling. "Let's go" he says. I nod and he walks to me and wraps his arm around my waist. I look down thinking about Aaron, what am I doing?! I move his hand and we walk to Logans car, and we get in the back. Logan starts driving and I stare at him, "you okay sky?" Logan asks noticing me staring. I look out the window "you remind me of my father" I whisper he sighs "I'm sorry, it must be hard for you" he says quietly. I smile "it's not your fault" I finally say.
I get to school after a silent drive and Eric walks me in and goes to the office to sign up for some sports, he moved to KingstonHigh a few days ago so he can support me.
I walk to my first class when I sit down and look at my phone, Dawn messaged me back... "Fine. What do you want?" She messaged.
"I just wanted to know." I message
"Well ask him yourself. I'm not getting in the middle of you guys, it's not my problem" she answers back.
"I can't" I message back but she doesn't answer so I just draw in my book while the teacher talks about stuff I already know.
After class I walk to my locker and Alex is waiting. "Where's Alison?" I say yawning he glares at me "she didn't come to school either" he says angry. I close my eyes "I had a big night and slept in, I'm sorry" I say, he laughs "I was kidding, I don't care that you weren't at school. I was hanging out with Jade anyway" I nod not knowing who Jade is but she saved me from Alex being upset. A girl walks up to Alex. The first thing I notice is her bright green eyes, she flashes a bright smile as she puts her hand on Alexander's shoulder half hugging him. She looks over at me "I'm Jade" she says smiling I nod "Skyla". She giggles "I hear a lot about you" she says I chuckle "that's funny, the first time I heard of you was just a second ago" I say smiling bitchily. She looks at Alex upset "Skyla do you have to cause drama with everyone?" Alex asks coldly, I roll my eyes "yes, I do" I smile and Jade laughs. "Sassy, I like you" she says, I grin "see she likes me" I say to Alex he rolls his eyes "careful Jade, you might not survive a friendship with Skyla" he says sarcastically, I smirk because he's right without knowing it. "Indeed, there's a low survival rate" I say, she giggles. I then see Eric and quickly run to him, "hey Sky". I just stare at him blankly "what's wrong?" He asks worried "everything's overwhelming, I don't want to be here" I say looking at the floor. "You can go home if you want, it's you choice". I smile at him and he gives me a quick hug "stay safe" he yells as I walk away.
I turn wolf and run through the woods but my leg is in heaps of pain from stabbing myself. I run for at least 2 hours until I can barely walk, I sit by a tree shifting back to human.
I stare at the sky as I start falling asleep, my eyes close then open then close then open as I try to stay awake. I soon give up and fall asleep.
I wake up to a howl in the distance, it's now raining heavily. I HATE rain.
I stand up and stay under the tree shielding myself from the rain. I panic, how am I going to get home. I turn wolf and howl for help, I look at my phone and it's 3am. No one will hear me...
I close my eyes and shift to human, I sit down and lean my head on the tree. I close my eyes listening to the rain when I feel someone grabbing my hand and lifting me up.
