Forever Doesn't Last Forever

Forever Doesn't Last Forever 6

Chapter 6 (What Should I do?)

I sat in the girls bathroom crying. Pouring everything out. I don't even know what to anymore. Teegan was my best friend and the only one who knew the real me. The only reason I started everything I have, is because I don't feel like I belong in a world without her, she didn't deserve to die, I did. She had a life that made her future so bright, I don't. She had the life I had always looked up to.

She is the one who had the bright future and all the talents. 

I hear the bathroom door open. I peak through the crack of the door and see Hayden. Great, here we go again. I scrunch up into a little ball in the corner of the stall.

"Scottland?"

I decide for a really long time that maybe he really does care and maybe it's time to let someone be there for me. He understands what I've been through, he lost his mom and he seems to be doing okay, maybe it's time to let someone in.

"Here." I say quietly.

"Scottland, I'm so sorry for what Hannah said; she was way out of line. Don't worry Hunter stood up for you after you left."

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Hayden and Hunter with Hannah.

"Hannah you're such a bitch! what the hell is wrong with you?" Hayden screams.

"You can't just tell someone as sweet as Scottland to kill herself! You don't understand what she's been through in the past 3 years. You had no fucking right!" Hunter shouts.

"I think it's sweet that you're defending poor little innocent Scottland, but news flash I've just been saying all the things every single person in this school has been thinking since her sister died." Hannah yells back.

"Unlike you Hannah, Scottland is actually a great girl who deserves to be treated with respect. She's beautiful, sweet, genuine, everything you're not. So stop hiding behind a girl who's lost everything just so you can be the center of attention." Hayden states. 

"Stop being a stupid bitch and move on with your life. Nobody actually cares what you have to say, and your so called 'friends' deserve a lot better then a girl who puts a girl down because her sister died. Stay away from Scottland, Hannah or we're gonna have a problem." Hunter says.

She stood there for a minute. blank. "The way you protect that stupid girl is pathetic, what's gonna happen when she doesn't have her big strong boyfriends by her side, she gonna go through life lost and as pathetic as she is now. I may be a bitch, but at least I can admit the truth to myself. What can Scottland do? " she yelled 

"She can be everything you're not." Hayden says. 

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"Thank you." I said. 

He pulled me up into his lap and cradled me. "I will never let anything happen to you. I promise."

Than he receives a text.

"You can answer it." I say. "It's Hunter." he shows me the phone.

'Dude is Scottland okay?'

'Yeah I found her, all good'

'Did you tell her about our idea?'

"What's your idea?" I ask.

"We came up with a club to help you out around school, so that way stupid bitches like Hannah and her friends don't mess with you." he said with a small smile.

"What?"

"Hunter and I gathered some guys from the soccer team and some other people who've heard the comments Hannah has made and decided they wanted to help you out as much as they could. They came to us. They know about Teegan and everything that's happened and they want to help you."

"Really??"

"Yes. Scottland people want to be there for you. Now all you have to do is let the people who love you most (us) stand by your side and comfort you when your down and when you feel most alone Let us all show you how much we care about you."

He kisses my cheek. and I just lay my head on his shoulder. 

Hayden might just be the one I've been waiting for. He might be able to break down my wall that I've had built up since Teegan died. 

That honestly scares me more than anything.