My Lesbian Girlfriend [Under Major Editing]

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Ellai's POV

Naiinis ako. Hindi ko alam kung bakit pero nung narinig ko ang sinabi ni Deyb, bigla na lang akong naiyak.

Bakit ba hindi ko maalala yung gusto niyang ipaalala saakin? Bakit ba kahit anong pilit ko, parati paring nasasaktan si Deyb?

Bakit ba mahal na mahal ako ni Deyb at hindi ko alam kung mahal ko ba siya?

'Ellai lalaki ka...' saway ng isip ko.

'Ellai alalahanin mo.' sabi naman ng puso ko. Aish! Hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko!

Pinapaubaya na niya ako sa iba... At ang sakit-sakit

Nagulat ako ng makita ko si Deyb na may hawak-hawak na gitara at kinakantahan ako.

I don't know why pero, biglang ang saya ko na. Ang saya ko na makita siya dito.

"And I'd give up forever to touch you

'Cause I know that you feel me somehow

You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be

And I don't wanna go home right now

sa bawat hakbang niya, mas nararamdaman ko ang kaba. Ito na ba iyon? Ito na ba yung sinasabi ng puso ko na alalahanin ko?

And all I can taste is this moment

And all I can breathe is your life

When sooner or later it's over

I just don't wanna miss you tonight

ito na ba yung pagkakataon kung saan masasabi kong may naganap saamin ni Deyb?

And I don't want the world to see me

'Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming

Or the moment of truth in your lies

When everything feels like the movies

Yeah, you bleed just to know you're alive

Ito na ba yung kasiyahan na naramdaman ko noon? Ganto ba?

And I don't want the world to see me

'Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me

'Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am

"...Deyb" sa dinami-dami ng gusto kong sabihin, yun lang ang lumabas sa bunganga ko.

Andito siya... Andito siya sa harapan ko... Hindi ko alam pero ang saya-saya ko. Hindi ko man alam kung bakit, pero ayos na iyon. Ang mahalaga, masaya ako.

And I don't want the world to see me

'Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am

"Ellai. Hindi ko kayang malayo sayo. Mahal na mahal kita." alam ko gusto akong halikan ni Deyb kaya ako na ang gumawa ng move at hinalikan ko siya.

"Jagi..." nanlaki ang mata ni Deyb nang marinig niya iyon. Miski ako hindi ko alam kung bakit pero bigla ko nalang iyon sinabi.

"Ellai.... Please, let's start again. Kahit wala kang maalala, who cares. Pwede tayong gumawa ng bagong memories. We can start all over again." mas lalo akong naiyak sa sinabi ni Deyb. He is willing to accept me kahit na hindi ako sigurado sa nangyayari saakin... saamin.

"Deyb. Do something that will make me tell you, the words I love you." Niyakap ko siya at naramdaman kong humihigpit ang yakap nito saakin.

"I love you Ellai... So much!"

a/n: sorry kung pangit. mahirap talaga magupdate lalo na kapag nauubusan ka nang ideya. huhu. bye next time again! :D