Daisuke ~KBTBB Story~

Chapter Thirty Three

Eisuke P.O.V.

"He's going to be okay."

As I finished all the documents that are needed to be signed. I went straight to Daisuke. I've told everyone to take him to a different hospital but Daisuke refused. I told him its for the best. But he knew no matter where he goes the results will remain the same. He'll face death soon.

He is going to be with Andi soon....

"Dad? What are we going to do?" He asked. But no words come out to my mouth. I have literally no idea what do to next. People say that I must accept it that his going to leave soon.

Yet.....

I refused to accept the reality.

"Hey. You know Mom doesnt want to see you sad. Can you smile for me?" I looked at him. Noticing that those eyes are so familiar. Those brown eyes are very similar to Andi.

Daisuke P.O.V.

"Lets go to the rooftop!" I suggest. "You're not allowed to leave the room Daisuke you know that." "Well the stars are probably shining at the sky! I wanna see those stars." I said and grabbed my father's arms. At first he was hesitant then later on he sighed.

"Okay. 5 mins only."

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"Look at those stars!" I try to raise my arm higher yet it felt heavy. Im already a grown man yet my father is carrying me from his back. This is actually the first time he gave me a piggy back ride. "Dont move or else ill drop you!" He warned. "Dont be like that! Im going to die soon if you do that." "Are you threatening me?"

"No. Im just saying. I dont want this to end early. Unless if you want me dead already."

Eisuke P.O.V.

How dare he said those words.

"I like your scent?"

"What?!"

I suddenly jumped for what he just said almost letting him go. "Hey! Dont do that!!" He said "Then dont say such things like that!!" I answered back.

Daisuke P.O.V.

"Just dont drop me."
"I wont. I promise."

He puts me down at the bench then he sits beside me. We both look at the sky admiring it. Uncle Soryu told me that my Mom loves star gazing. Maybe when mom and dad are still dating. Their probably doing this.

"Do you think...... Mom is up there watching us?" I asked.

Eisuke P.O.V.

"I hope so..." I answered.

At first I dont believe in any of this things. I dont believe in fairy tales. There just fictions. I more likely consider the reality but, Its even more painful to face the reality than fairy tales. Thanks to Andi I started to believe in them even if its just imagination.

"Then Ill be able to watch you up there then." He said. I looked at him and saw him smiling. "Ill be one of those stars. Ill be your guardian angel. If your stress, hurt, or lonely. Just look at the most brightest star in the sky. Then you'll see me."

Daisuke P.O.V.

"Because no matter what happens ill always be there for you. Even though im not around anymore."

Eisuke P.O.V

I started to remember all those things he had done to me.

•He always follow me wherever I go.
•He give me presents during my Birthday or sometimes in other events.
•He sometimes bring food to me when I missed lunch.
•He sometimes show up at home when Im sick and gives me medicines.
•He never gave up on me. Even though ive been pushing him away.
•He Loved me for who I am.

Remembering all those memories builds regret on me. He is always there for me. He is the one who take care of me. I should be the one doing those things.

As a father I must be the one who take care of him and loved him. Yet I failed to be a father to him.

We both may not have lots of good memories together. I thought he wont forgive me. But I was wrong. He forgive me.

"You know that I love you very much Dad. So smile now." He said "Lets be happy before I die." He added then tears started to flow into his eyes. "I thought you wont be able to accept me. But I was wrong. But why does it have to end like this?" He asked.

No words came out. I just come closer to him and hugged him tightly. "Its okay. Im right here." I said. Yet so many words are inside in my head. I just cant express it.

Ill be okay. Ill be fine. I must prepare myself and make sure before he leaves this world. He wont think himself as a miserable child.

To be continued.......