Is loving a crime?

Chapter-29

Jungkook's P.O.V

"I miss her"

That's the only thing on my mind every time.

"I want to hold her close.I want to see her beautiful smile.I want her."

My eyes became teary when I thought about her.I wonder how she is doing.I forgot to smile without her.Sleep never visited me and I couldn't eat properly.I always tried to look cheerful whenever she was around so she would think I was doing fine but honestly I wasn't fine.I was not okay.

I am thankful for my members.They literally did everything for me to cheer up.Even Yoongi hyung was being cheerful for me.I couldn't express my feelings to them neither I could talk about it.They must have noticed it but they never talked about it.They took care of me silently.Even when they were tired they would sleep only after I eat.However even after their hard work i couldn't smile like before.

After I returned home yesterday I couldn't help but cry after Areum's beautiful yet sad performance.The lyrics of the song tore my heart and her sad yet sincere eyes was too much for me to handle.I almost lost my shit but I controlled myself.I cried myself to sleep yesterday and I was sure my hyungs noticed my swollen eyes because they looked worried.

"Jungkook~ah!We need to talk!" suddenly Hoseok hyung rushed inside my room so I quickly wiped off my tears.

"Hyung seriously!Why don't you knock-----"

"Just come outside now." with that he walked outside.

Seriously this hyung!I lazily got up and walked outside my room.

I was quite surprised when I saw how all of them were present in the living room.

"Jungkook~ah sit down." Namjoon hyung commanded so I quietly took a seat beside Seokjin hyung.

Silence filled the room until Yoongi hyung broke it.

"Do you remember what Areum said?" Yoongi hyung asked.

I was quite surprised.What the hell is happening?Why are they talking about Areum?

"She said that when we are facing problems we should talk to our family." he answered.

"Jungkook you may not know about this but we all are talking about this for a while." Namjoon hyung was the next one to speak.

"Although you don't tell us about your problems we know you Jungkook.We can tell just by your expression what you are thinking and right now we know you are hurt.We can't bear to see you like this anymore." his words were so sincere.They all were looking at me with their worried eyes.

"We are family and we care for you Kookie.We'll always be here for you. When you need us we'll be standing beside you." Taetae hyung patted my back.For the first time I thought he was older than me.

"So what you have to do is,Talk to Armys about it.Tell them how you feel.I am sure that they'll understand."

With that I broke down in tears.I never thought I would cry like this again but I was already crying like a kid.I was so thankful for having them.

"Aigoo!Look at this grown up kid." Jimin hyung ran to hug me.

"You'll always be our cute little maknae." with that Seokjin hyung joined the hug and later we all were hugging each other.

"I never thought I would see you crying like this again after the surprise birthday party." Yoongi hyung laughed and members joined him.

After that all of them started teasing me.They said how I was still a cry baby.They were laughing their butts off while I just watched them.I wonder how I could survive without these idiots.

"Thank you hyungs.I love you a lot."

I am sure they'll tease me for a month now and I was right.

"Hyung I am so nervous!" I shouted as I roamed around our waiting room.

"Yah!Be a man,will you?!!" Seokjin hyung shouted as he patted my back.

I nodded as I tried to calm down my nerves.We were currently waiting in our waiting room,changing our outfits for our concert.After a long talk with my hyungs the day before yesterday we planned everything.I somehow managed Heeyoung noona to bring Areum with her to the concert with others.Minjee noona was so ready to kill me when I tried talking to them but Thank god Bora noona helped me.After like hundred of lectures she finally accepted my request.

"This is your last chance Jungkook.Take care of her." that was the last words Minjee noona said.

I promise to take care of her.I promise not to let her cry again.I promise to protect her and I promise to always love her.

"Let's go" we made our way to the stage.I can do it!!

Finally our last song ended and it was our turn to give our last speech for the concert.It was my chance to speak now.

"Hello everyone.This is Kim Minjae."

Not only me but all of us were surprised when we heard the voice.I slowly turned backwards and saw him standing there.

"I must have surprised you all,right?" he chuckled but it sounded so dead.It was emotionless.

"Actually I had some task to complete so I came here today.I am sorry for not informing you all." he bowed down a bit.

"So a close friend of mine wanted me to pass this video to you all." he continued.

What the hell is he trying to say?

"She wanted to say goodbye through this last video."

I suddenly felt nervous.I don't know why but I think something bad is going to happen.

"She was such an angel.She was beautiful inside out and her heart was made of gold.She was someone who completely changed my life.She taught me the true meaning of life.She was the most beautiful girl I've ever met.She was perfect.However even that perfect girl had a weakness.She loved someone so much that his happiness was everything to her.She was ready to do anything for him and finally she sacrificed for him."

Don't tell me.Please.....

"So this is the goodbye video of Kim Areum."

Everyone gasped along with my hyungs.I stood there with my blank mind.They were looking at me worried expression while I couldn't show any emotion.She left me?

"Jeon Jungkook,you lost the person who loved you the most.Congratulations."

I didn't realize the tears finally dropping from my eyes when I heard his word.I fell down in the ground.I couldn't breathe properly as I tried to contain my tears.

Why?

Why always us?

Can't we love?

Is love really a crime?

I know you all want to kill but you can't lol😂😂

So please wait for the happy chapter 😊😊😊
And the next thing is,This story is about to end now.I guess only a few chapters are left now😭😭😭

Wow!It was a long and meaningful journey😭😭❤️❤️

So let me stop here!I am getting emotional here😭😭😭

I'll meet you all in the upcoming chapter 😊😊😄😄

Till then Bye bye👋🏻👋🏻👋🏻💟💟

I love you guys❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️