Fated To Love You

44th string - Sick Person

RIN’s POV:

 

After so much drama I decided to eat alone in the hotel. I ate at a buffet downstairs. I got several Korean dishes and steak. I sat down on a table beside the window and ate happily.

“Yum!” I said while cherishing the taste of meat in my mouth.

“You seem okay.” Someone said.

I looked at that someone sit at the seat across me and I felt my day get ruined.

“I am.” I said and then cut my meat on the plate.

“Really? Even though I kissed Marcus last night?” Seulgi said which made me flinch.

“Don’t be shocked. I just happen to notice that you like him too.” She let out a grin.

“What does that have to do with me?” I told her while trying to focus on my food.

“This matter has a lot to do with you… don’t you remember me?” She said and then I saw her smirk at me.

I looked at her but I can’t understand why she said that.

“Com’on. Try to remember.” She pressed.

“I don’t find you familiar at all. I first knew you during the sportsfest and that’s for all I know.” I told her.

She giggled and then said, “UGLY LITTLE B*TCH”

At the sound of that, memories from my past started to flash into my head. I started to see the small me being thrown with stones by my girl classmates. I saw them kicking me. I saw them saying that I was an ‘ugly little b*tch’. I saw them embarrassing me in front of a lot of people. I saw that moment with the little Marcus saying he hates me. It all came back in my head.

My head started to spin. I remembered my worst nightmare. And this is all because of one girl,

KIM SEULGI.

“So I guess you finally remembered? It has been 9 years… and you must have thought that I’ve forgotten about you ‘UGLY B*TCH’” She giggled again but then all I felt is a shiver running down my spine.

“K-Kim… Seulgi….” I said and breathed deeply trying to gain courage. “Now I remember you… and what do you want from me now?”

“Don’t go near Marcus.” She said, “Or I’ll reveal your filthy past. How you were bullied. How you were hated. How people love to kick you around since you’re such a bitch.”

“Who are you to threaten me?! You’re just a part of my past now! So please stop bothering me. And oh, by the way… I’m not afraid of you anymore so stop this. And please, don’t drag my friends into this. Not even Marcus.” I said and then walked out.

I got so angry that couldn’t control myself. She’s the main reason why I got bullied in the past and I won’t let her do that to me again. Why have she appeared again? Didn’t she know how miserable I was in the past all because of her?

I hugged myself and sat on a chair right before the hotel’s pool in the ground floor.

I was full of thoughts of what I’m going to do from now on, especially when Seulgi finally appeared. I remembered myself cutting my skin everytime I receive a bullying from her and the other girls back when I was a kid. My mom got to know about that and since then she’ve brought me to a psychiatrist to treat me, until they decided to bring me to New York. From that point on, dad took care of me while mom visited me once every month in New York. She always tells me to don’t try to cut my skin and live a new life in that place, and that’s the reason why I changed. New York was heaven for me. And Korea got to be my hell in the past.