Fated To Love You

58th String - Far Away

RIN’s POV

 

It has been 6 months since the last time I saw him.

After that incident and the day of his proposal, I decided not to see him anymore. I heard that Marcus searched for me everywhere till the moment I decided to leave and go back to New York. I told mom to tell him not to search for me anymore, since we’re already over. Because even if I’m hurting, the least thing I’d want to do is to hurt him more.

I wanted to forget him, but everyday, each day… every second that I breathe, he has always been in my mind. He never left me.

I never forgot him.

I still loved him.

And even if it’s so much painful to torture myself like this, I feel the happiest just by remembering him.

For the past 6 months I’ve removed every trace of me so he wouldn’t know where I am. And I did the same for myself. I didn’t go look at the internet much so I won’t have the time and try to search how he has been doing. I changed my phone number and didn’t watch tv. I plunged myself into work and more work to keep myself busy.

“What do you think about this photo?” Jake sunbae asked me.

“What photo?” I asked as I came back to reality not knowing what he’s talking about.

“Hmmm… so you’re spacing out again?” He said and then gave me a peck on my cheek.

“Yah! Oppa!” I exclaimed as a blush appeared on my cheeks.

“Oh~ so you’re starting to blush! I do have that effect on you whenever I kiss your cheek!” He teased.

“Shut up or else I’ll kick you to North Pole.” I told him in an irritated manner.

“Whatever… so how is this photo?”

“Good.”

“Just good?”

“Well the expression is just a bit lacking. Find another for the cover. You’re being paid a large sum so you better do a good job for Vogue.” I told him firmly.

“So now you’re the spokesperson for Vogue?” He raised an eyebrow at me.

“Of course I am. They have been a loyal customer.” I told him and playfully slapped his arm.

“So… how about we eat lunch together?” He told me and smirked.

“But I told you that I’m applying for university today.”

“I know, so why don’t we just eat after you go… oh wait… how about I come with you?” He asked with a huge grin in his face.

“You look like my puppy.” I told him nonchalantly.

“How have you learned to become rude towards me?!”

“Well you told me to be comfortable around you 6 months ago, so I did as you said.” I said and then smiled at him while batting my eyes.

“Don’t give me that look… because I just want to kiss you even more.” He said.

“Pffft… as if. You know what will happen if you do that.”

“Right. I don’t want to get beaten up.” He said and I just chuckled.

As I finished applying for university around quite late, we decided to just have dinner together.