Chapter One

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I woke up to the alarm on my phone going off. 

Monday morning, great. I rolled out of bed and shut my alarm off. I shuffled over to the bed and put my outfit on. (Picture up there^) I walked over to the mirror hanging up and looked at my hair as i put it up into a braid.

I Looked at my stomach and pt my hand flat against it and just stared. Why was every other girl so much skinnier than me? 

Don't cry Sam, it isn't worth it.

I went over to the dresser and grabbed my makeup bag. I sat down in front of the mirror and started to do my makeup.

Ten minutes later I went down into the kitchen. I opened the fridge and looked longingly at the food inside. Instead I grabbed a water and walked outside to the bus stop.

I pulled out my phone and scrolled through my Pinterest account. I looked at diet tips and workout plans I had saved.

The bus pulled up five minutes later and I stepped inside while I looked for the first empty seat so I could sit alone.

I found one and pulled out my earbuds, opening m phone up to Spotify I turned on Broken Home by 5 Seconds of Summer. That had been my favorite song since I had first seen their songs.

I looked out the window and waited until I saw the school come into view. 

I hopped out of the bus and went to my locker to grab some books for English. I walked toward my locker to see Zayn, the school bad boy and ultimate player.

(This isn't a One Direction Story I just thought he would be perfect for the bad boy, feel free to imagine Zayn however you like! :-) )

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(This isn't a One Direction Story I just thought he would be perfect for the bad boy, feel free to imagine Zayn however you like! :-) )

I looked at the ground trying to hide my uncontrollable blush creeping up my cheeks. I had liked him ever since I saw him. Last year I had seen him riding his motorcycle in a white t-shirt in town. I had been heading to work at Starbucks at the time. 

Ever since I had found out that he was attending my school I had tried to avoid him. I had known he never would have liked such a fat girl like me. I had stopped eating for a few days until I had almost landed in the hospital because of the lack of nutrients I needed. I had only been eating a piece of fruit here and there but I never seemed to get any skinnier.

I walked over to my locker and put in the combination before grabbing my books. 

I managed to make it to class before the bell rang. I walked in and saw that there was a  few empty seats near the back. I headed over there and set my stuff down just as the bell had rang.

The teacher, Mrs. Frost, came in a few minutes later.

Weren't the teachers supposed to be on time for class??

I spaced out while she was talking, until Zayn walked into class twenty minutes into the lesson. 

All heads turned when he walked in. I just stared, my glasses had gotten a little foggy so I had to take them off and attempt to clean them. I put them back on and looked up to see Zayn staring right at me.

He met my gaze and just waved the teacher off as if she wasn't in charge. He walked over to the seat next to me and sat down, never breaking the gaze. I was the first one of us to look away, I looked down at my hands which had found their way into my sleeves.

It was one of my worst habits, every time I would get anxiety or embarrassed, my hands hid in my sleeves or in my pockets. 

I couldn't focus the rest of class so I had just spaced out while my head was spinning with questions. Why did he sit next to me? Did he purposely sit next to me? Why did he choose to sit next to the school nerd? My thoughts were interrupted by the bell, I flinched when I heard it ring. 

I gathered my books and picked up my bag. As I headed toward the door I was tripped.

"You should watch where you are walking Ham!" Britney said.

Britney had been calling me that stupid nickname since she met me. 

I stood up and brushed off my pants. I looked at the smirk that was plastered all over her face.

"I have told you not to call me that before." I muttered.

"Have I ever listened to you before?" she asked, "No, so why would I start now?" Savanna and Bella started laughing at her little comment.

I just glared at them and walked away. I had Science next so I had to stop by my locker before heading to the science room.



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Hey Guys!! This is my first actual chapter!! How did you guys like it??

Don't forget to leave your mark on that star, and plz if you see any typos or grammar mistakes, don't be afraid to let me know plz.

~Just

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