I stopped dead in my tracks. My mouth fell open as soon as I saw who was seated next to me. His eyes glued on me like everyone else in the class. His big brown eyes burning holes through me. I can't fucking believe this.
"You ok Ms.Sanchez?" My teacher asked me.
"No shit." I shot back. I scurried over to my seat.
I sat down in my seat and glanced back at the teacher who already fell back asleep. Well ok then. I put my earphones in which were already hanging out of my shirt and pulled my ipod out and started playing All time low : Therapy. Love this song so much. God, how it perfectly explains how I feel. I slumped back in my chair got lost in the music. Just as the song was closing my left earphone was yanked out of my ear. I jerked to the side to see his big brown eyes consentrated on me.
"What the fuck!" I said annoyed
"Hi, Im Calum." He says still holding my earphone and flashing me a cheeky smile.
"Yeah, I know." I said flatly
"Oh, you do now" He said with confidence.
"Yea, now can I have my earphone back." I said impatiently
"Not intill you give me a kiss." He points to his lips.
"If this is how you usually pick up girls then I think youll be suprised when I tell you to fuck off." I give him a cheeky smile, yank my earphone out of his hand and turn back around.
"Who said I was hitting on you." He let a chuckle slip out.
"Well, asking me to kiss you after only under a minute of talking either makes you a pathetic flirter or a man whore and to my description your a little bit of bolth." I said.
"How could you be so sure?" He ask his beautiful smile fading. I paused for a moment and stared.
"You are Calum Hood, most popular guy in school, has all the sluts drooing over you like your the last piece of candy. Goes to house parties with all your friends your so convinced that your friends, girlfriends or fuck buddies whatever your feeling that week is awesome but you know in the back of your mind that all those friends and girlfriends, their all fake . The best part of it all is you....your the fakest of them all. You hide a part of your self that you think others wont accept. So you won't except it either. The truth is you use people all the time and throw them away like there trash." I said as he stared at me with his moulth open looking as if he was going to catch flies.
"I not a piece of trash Calum. So if you want another fake friend to put on the list than I suggest you look somewhere else." I could tell he was searching for the words to say. The bell rang and I got up, grabbed my bag, skateboard and turned to him one last time.
"And when you talk to me dont act like you dont know me because we bolth know thats crap Calum." I said it so quickly once I realized what I said I stormed off. It was like word vomit. It just slipped out without thinking. Fucking great! I am a stupid ass!!!!! Why did I have to say that. I almost blew it he could of found out who I am.....who I was. He is probobly so confused. I am such a dip shit!!!!
"Kylie wait!!!!" I heard him yell after me.
I picked up the speed and started to run a little hoping he will give up. I felt my breathing get heavy and I sprinted into the girls bathroom. Oh my shit. I felt tears escape my eyes as more and more started to fall. No No No No No. This is not happening. I started to hypervenalate. Holy shit. I pulled in the last stall and sat on the toilet, pulled my knees to my chest and tried to calm myself down. I dont know what to do. Last time I had a panic attack was in the 7th grade, back then they happend so often I started to take medication for it but I dont have them now. Oh my shit. Why is this happening?What triggerd it? No this cant be happening. I changed. I got better. Right? Tears kept falling.
A/n
Whoa!!!!!!!!!!!! That escalated quickly.
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