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9. Should I Fall?

I got home and grabbed the keys out of my pocket and fiddled around my key chain to find my key to the front door. All I want to do is get in my house. I am so extreamley confused and nervous and over wellmed. Fuck, I feel like I wanna pass out.

"Hey, little Bro" I felt some one tap me on the shoulder. I flinched getting alittle caught off gaurd.

"Holy fuck Mali, You cant just do that." Awsome found my key. I shoved it in the key hole, opened the door and ran up the stairs to my room.

"Do what?!?" I heard my sister yell but choose to ignore her considering everything else on my mind.

I closed and locked my door and ploped on my bed and just stared at my white cieling, talking in everything that has happend in the past few hours. What was happening? This girl. All becase of this one girl. How the fuck did Mr.Kemp know all that crap. One sentence just keeps on making its way to my mind......"And if you do fall for her..............there is no going back" I mean yes this girl is absolutely fucking gorgeous. She is one of the prettiest girls in the school. In the beginning of freshman year, all the guys in the school basicly were in a competition to see who could score with her first. Yeah I wanted to score with her, the very first time I saw her all I wanted was to bang her senseless, as dispicible as that sounds it was true. She has a amazing body. She is petite, she has this small little tight body and a beautiful face.Then I saw her, beyond her looks or apperence. I saw the sparkle in her eyes, how she glowed with happiness everytime she was with her friends or learned a new trick on her skate board. Sometimes she had this demented look, like she knew every guy wanted her and that sparkle got bigger every time she turned guy after guy down. After awhile of almost every guy in the school had gotten turned down by her. They all gave up and went for the easy cake face sluts. I had my fair share of "easy girlfriends" but always had my eye on her. She was just so intreaging. In second semester of freshman year her and her friends started hanging out with the stoners. Soon after she started going out with this stoner John Emet. Words cant explain how fucking pissed I was. My sister would tell me "trouble likes trouble". The years they went out I would watch her come into school high as fuck. She would have police esscort her out of school and shit. They were on and off untill junior year when a rumor went around that she lost her virginity to him and everyone called her a slut. I didnt want to bieleve the rumor but I wasnt sure what to bieleve anymore. I was mad. That year she literally beat the shit out of anyone who called her a slut. I never hung around to see any of those fights exept when she kicked Destiny Ebans ass for calling one of her best friends gay. I had a fling with Destiny but shes a whore and I was afraid I was gonna get STD's or somthing. During our little fling she would act like I was her property. She had this annoying nazle voice and she would always scream at me for looking or talking to other girls. I would always remind her that we werent actually going out. I treated her like shit but she would never deny me what I wanted when I wanted it. Kylie was different. I dont know how I felt or feel about Kylie all I know is that from day one I knew that I wanted to know everything about her. It was like a thirst that can only be quenched by the knowledge of this girls deepest secrets. It was slowly killing me. I never had the balls to talk to her, lets just say Im not one to get rejected but I knew if anyone that would ever reject me it was her. But this is my last chance. I have her in 1st and 7th period.

I need to know her but I dont know if I want to fall for her.