Drowning In Love And Sorrows - New Chapters!

Blood

This one is going to be a bit long. Sorry!

JALYN'S POV

I was walking out of school at the end of the day and going to Gee's car to meet Gerard and Mikey when I was stopped by two girls wearing the most expensive things I'd ever seen. One had short brownish black hair and the other was a blonde-red head. They looked at me with twisted smiles.
"Hi, I'm Caroline, and this is Lacey... we just wanted to talk for a bit" they said looking me up and down as if they were scanning me. Being insecure, this made me uncomfortable. I looked at them with worried eyes. Bitches... they sense fear.

"What band is that? Iron Maiden? If it's as trashy as your terribly dyed hair, then I don't think I want to know" they said laughing and flipping their hair. The red head finally spoke up.
"Caroline here, is Gerard's girlfriend. And we just wanted to tell you that Gerard wants you out of the house by tomorrow night. He said he doesn't welcome 'emo fags' like yourself" my eyes started to get hot. Gee left me? For THAT? I searched the files of sarcastic comebacks in my brain and came up short so I had to improvise.
"I'm sorry, shouldn't a couple of necropheliacs like yourselves be at the mausoleum disrupting the dead for your own pleasure?" It wasn't my best but it was something with big vocab that they didn't understand. They looked at each other confused and I gave them a sarcastic smile and turned around to go back into the school to find Hannah and Kaitlyn.

I gave up on the floodgates behind my eyes and started crying. It hurt. I gave it my all and I got stabbed in the back. I found the two of them by their car and went to hug them both.
"What's wrong? Are you okay?? They both said grabbing me into a hug.
"No. I'm everything but O.K. Gee left me for Caroline. He said I need to pack up. Or at least that's what Caroline and Lacey told me." I said. I was stuttering and coughing. I was upsetting myself I was angry.
"Awe I'm so sorry. I think you should talk to Gerard though. Maybe they were just trying to make you mad. You know Caroline used to say him?" I looked back at them. Everything was blurry. I've never been so blatantly angry.
"I will. *sniff* can you tell him I walked home and wasn't feeling well. He's going to rehearsal anyway. That'll give me time to calm down. I don't want to yell at him." I said begging them.
"Sure. Go home and think. Just not too hard." Kaitlyn said giving me a hug.
"If things get bleak text me and I'll be there like the Flash" Hannah said. I smiled. That was out favorite show to watch together.

I walked home and never stopped crying. I ran inside and sat in Gerard's room on the floor. I was so fucking livid. I screamed and pulled my own hair and was losing my mind. I slammed my head on the floor like a five year old throwing a tantrum. I walked into the kitchen and unscrewed the blade from the pencil sharpener. I left the pieces and the screw driver on the counter. I went to the bathroom and stood over the sink shaking. My knees were buckling and my skin got cold. I turned the water on and remembered what Hannah had told me before I left. Things were bleak.

I ignored my own thoughts and looked down at my arm. I cut sideways and my hands went numb and stiff. It only broke the first skin layer. I went over it again and it was open. Blood came out and I put the blade down. I grabbed a black wash cloth and put pressure on my arm. The blade had stained with my own bodily fluids. When the bleeding was steady and slow so was the pain. I cleaned out the sink and sat at he edge of Gerard's bed.
"Fuck" I whispered to myself. I slid down to the floor and laid my head down. I started to calm down, until I finally fell asleep.