Drowning In Love And Sorrows - New Chapters!

My Love My Heart

JALYN'S POV

I've had Mouse for a week and it's also been another week since I've seen Gerard. I'm getting by but some days are harder than others. Hannah's a wreck. Frank is really rambunctious on stage. He's hurt everyone in the band at least twice. He dislocated Gee's ankle one time. He never does it on purpose it just comes with being Frank. She thinks he's going to hurt himself or something. I'm more worried that he's going to hurt someone else... again!

Every day I go to school, I come home, I walk Mouse, me and the girls go do something in town, and I go back home and fall asleep next to Mouse. I need them back. Everything is so dry and boring. I just want something.

TIME SKIP TO END TOUR

Today the boys are coming home. All of them. Frankie, Ray, Mikey, and Gee. Hannah, Kaitlyn, and I all met in the front yard at Gee's house. Mouse sat next to me in the front yard. The car pulled up. Hannah was jumping up and down. Frank jumped out of the car and ran to her
"Look at you!! Oh I missed you so much!" He said picking her up and spinning around.
"I missed you too!" She said back hugging him as he put her down. Ray and Mikey both got out together and hugged all three of us. But, where's Gerard?
"Where's Gee?" I asked looking at them concerned. Just then I heard a car door slam and saw Gerard fumbling over on crutches.
"Oh no. What happened" I said walking over.
"I tried to jump off the side of the stage I dropped the mic, lost balance, and slammed on my ankle" he said looking up and past me.
"I didn't do it this time I swear" Frank said putting his hands up.
"I'm sorry. Mouse is excited to meet you though!" I said. He half smiled and looked over to see Mikey already laying on the ground rolling around with him. Gerard hopped over and sat down.
"Come here bub" He said patting his side. Mouse walked over and sniffed the cast over his ankle. He looked up at him and layed down. Gerard was instantly in love. We walked into the house and sat down. Gerard looked kind of blank.
"Are you okay?" I said hesitantly.
"No. I'm not okay. I'm not fine. I'm broken" he said sadly.
"It's okay. You're breakable and that's fine. It's normal and human" I said looking into his hazel eyes.
"You know. I really love you. And I did miss you. I really did. This whole broken ankle is just. Inconvenient" he said looking back at me. I laid down on him. They told us about this crazy guys who came and picked Ray up from behind and started walking away with him after a concert one night. I started cackling and couldn't stop. As soon as I got close to stopping Kaitlyn came over and started tickling me. Then Gerard joined in and soon we were all tickling each other like children.
"Ahhhh no haha stop no ahhhh" I screamed continuously.
"Say you love me and I'll stop!" Gerard said still tickling me still.
"Never!" I said between screams.
"Okay it's your call" he kept on.
"Ahh fine I love you I love you a fuck ton!" I said still laughing.
"Good. Much better." He said scooping me up in his arms beside him.

This is my love, my heart. He's Peter and I'm Wendy, and our little family of lost boys are Kaitlyn, Hannah, Frankie, Ray, and Mikey. I'm not growing up.

Hey! How about cripple?(Gerard) Well at least he's home! Love you Killjoys🖤🕷