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Incident

JALYN'S POV

I sat in the ICU for a few moments. I spent those three moments trying to make myself stop crying, I said sorry to him over and over. Frank was asleep... he'd undergone a seventeen hour surgery. I sat there for thirty minutes more before his eyes fluttered open.
"Jalyn" he said my name almost relieved. He sounded exhausted and his eyes only half opened. He looked down at his elevated leg and his back brace that surrounded his waist.
"Frankie, I'm so sorry, I know you'll never forgive me and I'll never expect you to bu-" he cut me off before I could finish.
"Shut up Jay. I don't freaking care if I hated you. I'm alive, I couldn't be alive without you" it didn't make much sense what he'd said.
"You could've also died with me" I said pointing out the elephant in the room. He just smiled and motioned for me to move closer so he could hug me, I was careful not to squeeze too hard.
"I'll go get Hannah. She's been waiting for you to wake up all night" I walked out of the room.

Hannah half ran into the room. She looked pretty much dead after napping on and off in a hospital waiting room chair all night. She ran in and hugged him.
"Too tight, too tight" he squealed at her.
"Sorry, I'm sorry" she let go quickly before taking a seat, and his hand.
"How are you feeling" she asked.
"Shitty" he answered with a giggle... something I hadn't heard in a long time.
"I'll go find the doctor for pain meds" I said walking out of the room to leave them alone.

I walked down the hallway. I'd tried so hard to keep a happy face in the room. I started to crumble. How could I've done this to him. I hurt him. This would always follow him, this 'incident'. My Frankie, my poor Frankie. I refocused and wiped the tears from under my eyes and walked to a doctor.
"Excuse me, my friend Frank Iero was wanting me to ask someone if he could have any pain meds. He's feeling pretty rough" I asked her as she looked at her charts to find his name.
"So it looks like he had half of a dosage earlier this morning so we can do the other half now if that's what he wants" she looked up at me smiling.
"Yes please, that's what he wants" I answered.
"Okay, I'll send a nurse to his room" she said walking away.

I walked down the hall to the coffee machine. I made one for each of us. You wouldn't think it would take twenty minutes to fill three cups of coffee, but of course, it's a hospital coffee machine.

I walked back to his room, and made sure I was gathered enough to walk through the door. I knocked and headed in. Hannah was laying next to Frank on her side.
"I got you guys coffee. I put three sugars and one creamer in yours, Frank, just how you like it. And I put one sugar and two creamers in yours, Hannah" I said handing them their drinks. I sat in the chair and sipped mine. Not five minutes later a nurse walked in. I sat up straight and Hannah sat up on the edge of the bed. She took out a pill bottle from a locked cabinet in the corner of the room. She took out two pills and sat them in front of Frank.
"Those will help with pain. They'll make you drowsy fairly quickly so don't be alarmed. If you experience itching or any rash, please call a nurse immediately. Someone will be in to change your fluids pretty soon" she said putting the pill bottle back in the cabinet and locking it. Within five minutes he was yawning and trying to keep himself up.
"Hannah I think I'm gonna head out" I said yawning too.
"Okay. I'm gonna stay with him while he sleeps. Drive safe. I love you girly" she said stroking Franks hand with her thumb.
"Love you too" I said as I turned around and walking out of the room.

I drove home, actually feeling okay. I got out of the car and Mouse attacked me as soon as Gee opened the front door.
"Hey pumpkin. How'd your visit go" he asked, sounding concerned.
"It was actually really good, but I'm emotionally drained" I said hugging him. Z
"Well then let's get ready for bed" he said rubbing my back. I nodded and started to walk upstairs.
"C'mon Mouse. Bedtime" I patted my side as I walked up the stairs. He walked up behind me and Gerard followed him. I got into the room and took my shirt off, then my jeans. This left me in a sports bra and underwear. I crawled into bed and after Gerard was in only boxers, he got in too. He pulled my back to his front and spooned me. Once we were comfortable, and Mouse was laying in front of me on the other side of the bed, Gee kissed the top of my head.
"Goodnight princess. I love you so much" he said sweetly.
"Goodnight, I love you too." I said smiling.

I went to visit my friend in the hospital, but he was happy, and getting better. I came home to my happy dog, and my happy, sober boyfriend. I slept in a room that no longer reeked of alcohol. Not a drop of it in the house. In merely eleven days, he'd completely sobered up. I couldn't have been more proud. This is my life. My broken, but happy life. I wouldn't trade it for anything.

Hey guys! So I've been in a bit of a bad spot and writing makes me feel better. So I've decided to continue this story. It really makes me feel better. Thanks guys, I love you Killjoys🖤🕷