KAITLYN'S POV
I got into the car with Hannah. She refused to speak to me. For good reason too, I'm afraid I may never hear her voice again. We arrived at the house and we walked inside. Normally we would obnoxiously announce ourselves as we walked through the door, but this time we just walked in and sat on the couch. Everyone was already here. All eyes were on me as Hannah plopped down next to Hannah. Frank put his hand on hers and she looked up and smiled at him. I want that. That's all I wanted in the first place and I ended up here. Mikey started to speak and my heart started pounding.
"Why?" He asked simply. "Why did you do it, even after what he did" he said clarifying his question.
"He texted me. The day after lunch, he said he was sorry and asked me to meet him for lunch. I met him at Cook Out and we talked. It was okay, but I wouldn't do it again. He was a jerk, the whole time" I tried to explain through the shaking of my voice. Ray spoke up as he shifted in his seat.
"I understand. People make mistakes and we have to forgive them." He spoke sympathetically. 1 down 5 to go. I thought to myself. "When doctors make mistakes it costs people their lives, but that doesn't make them terrible people. I forgive her." He said making one of his analogies. My heart continued to race as the faces around me became unfamiliar.
"You lied. When I got home you said you were home all day" Hannah said disappointed.
"I knew you would be angry" I said for lack of better reason.
"How long were you going to keep it from us?" She asked.
"I wasn't going to see him again so I didn't think it mattered" I replied.
"Well that's all I had to ask. I can't really stay mad at you, you're too goofy, plus I live with you" she said leaning back. Mouse walked into the room and sat with Mikey.
"I'm not entirely happy with you but I'm not angry. I saw it coming. I understand" Mikey said petting Mouse.
Finally it was time for Jalyn and Gerard's questions. Frankie shifted on the couch.
"Death row, prepare a cell... hehe" Frank said failing to break tension. Gerard turned to me. He looked angry.
"Look at me. Do you see me? He's going to hell. He hurt me. He obviously did something to you or you'd still be seeing him. So do you not think our judgement is enough?" He said raising his voice.
"No I do it's just. Do you see yourselves? Two of my best friends are in happy relationships and on dates. And I'm at home. Doing homework and watching the same sad boring movies over and over. Alone. Knowing you guys are out on dates" I said going on a tangent.
"Kaitlyn I'm sorry. I didn't even think about that." Jalyn said.
"You're not supposed to be sorry, I'm sorry" I replied.
Gerard just stopped talking. He was still angry. I knew we'd all be okay though. He just needs time. We sat and devoured snacks together. We turned YouTube on the TV and watched vines and cackled the whole time. We made it through the storm, finally.
Hey! Sorry that's not really the best I'm kind of at writers block right now. I'm hopefully updating again tomorrow so, fingers crossed! Love you Killjoys🖤🕷
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