Drowning In Love And Sorrows - New Chapters!

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After a horrific nights rest of waking up to check on Jay when she really only had one episode, we were all up and at some coffee shoppe that smelled so good I could eat the Shoppe itself. We were walking some people back home. Frank, Ray, Mikey, and Jake could only stay one night. That left Hannah, Kaitlyn, Jalyn, and me to find something to do.

After they were home we just walked around buying food from stores when we were hungry.
"There's a frat party for OSU that I'm sure we can get into if we wanted. You guys in?" Jay said as if it was something they did every old day.

I've never touched a drop of alcohol in my life so this would be interesting.
" I mean I guess. Who's the designated driver... Kaaaiitlyynnn??" Hannah looked at her with big puppy dog eyes.
"Fine I'm dropping you off at eight and picking you up at ten and when we get back to the house there will be an after party and I will be intoxicated as well" she said like a parent who wanted to have fun. We all laughed at her.
"Thank you, Kaitlyn" we said in unison.

We went home to get ready. I got out on a pair of tight ripped black jeans, a t-shirt, some converse, and finally my jean jacket. I practically bathed in the cologne I'd packed and sat in the living room with Kaitlyn waiting for the two of them.

Hannah came out wearing some black jeans, a Disney shirt with her flannel sweater. Soon after Jalyn walked downstairs in her black ripped jeans, a band tee, and bracelets up her arms. She had on the same vans she always wore and her bangs were combed to the side as usual. It may have been everyday wardrobe but she was so pretty.

We went to leave for the party. When we got there, the college kids were already crazy drunk so we wouldn't be suspected as high schoolers looking for a good time. When we got in Jalyn walked right passed everyone and to the kitchen.
"Which keg's got the strong stuff?" She asked
"The one over the sink" the boy answered staggering around her. She grabbed three cups and filled them, handing one to each of us.

Before long it was eight and we were trashed. Hannah was walking around telling people her life story and about how she can see new colors that don't exist. And Jay was following me around watching me get drunk and giggling like crazy while she threatened to take out every other person she saw.
"You better watch it because I'm gonna rip you to shreds... hehe. Heeeh" she was so out of it. But damn was it fun to watch. I was only half drunk.

Jalyn started to bring her arm back at someone when I pulled her into the kitchen.
"Oh, more beer. Suuuree. Hahaa" she looked at me blankly.
"No Jay you need to calm down you're all over the place. Please just sit down" I sat on a couch in the living room with plenty of room beside me for her to sit in... she sat on me. She grabbed my face and squished my cheeks.
"You know, I'm happy you're home. So happy" she said about to fall into the floor. I put my arms around her waist to keep her out of the floor.

She was quiet and looking around blankly for maybe two minutes. Before she turned around and smashed her face against mine. At first I didn't know if she was trying to kiss me or headbutt me like a goat. Then when she grabbed my head I got the idea. I kissed her back but part of me regretted it, because I felt like I sort of took advantage of her being drunk.

She kissed me again but this time like she was sober. I put my hands on her neck and kissed her lightly before pulling away.
"You know we should do that more often" her voice was cracking every other word.
"Yea, I wish, sober you would say otherwise" I got up and grabbed her hand dragging her along with me. I went to find Hannah who was coming up with new colors so we could get out of there, and back home.

Twenty minutes later Kaitlyn came rolling up in her car already half drunk. We all just barely got home alive and crashed after I dragged everyone to bed.

My whole heart wished that Jalyn had meant it when she kissed me. But my mind knew that if she were sober she would have never done it.