Drowning In Love And Sorrows - New Chapters!

Wide Open pt.2

JALYN'S POV

"Can you hear me?" He said sincerely.
"Unfortunately" I said plopping onto the couch.
"Listen. I don't know what the hell that was, but I regret it. I hate that I did it and it meant nothing. Me and Frankie both talked about it for an hour straight and he likes Hannah and Jalyn, I'm in love with you. I'm so sorry" he said walking towards me. But I backed up.
"I couldn't hear. I was screaming and yelling but I couldn't hear anything. All I kept thinking was I need to hear your voice. But I couldn't" I said stepping back again.

"I don't understand what that was or what came over me but I'm so sorry you had to go through that. I'm so sorry Jay and I don't expect you to be happy with me but god please don't give up on me. I'm not finished. We're not finished. There's so much we still need to do" he said looking at me. His eyes were hopeful and mine cold and empty.
"God. Gerard Arthur Way... that's fucking disappointing" I said about to walk out. Something washed over me though.

I walked to him. My face level with his chest and I grabbed pieces of his shirt in my hands. I looked into his hazel eyes and stared.
"I'm disappointed. I'm hurt. And I'm broken. I couldn't hear. I was suffocating in my own head. I wanted to die. But I knew my person. My human, would come to me. Find me and just love me. I'm broken. I'm far from fixable. I'm destroyed." I said still looking straight into his eyes. Still in love. 
"I don't understa--" I was cut off by Gerard's lips and him picking me up off of the ground.

I wrapped my legs around his waist and put my hands on his shoulders. I pulled away and closed my eyes.
"We're not finished" I said repeating what he'd said earlier.
"I don't want perfect. I don't want fixable. I want broken, and destroyed" he said looking at me.
"We're a mess. A big huge mess. But I'm okay with it" this isn't fixed but it's okay. We're fixable. I promise" he said kissing me more.

That night we separated onto girls bus and boys bus. We got into our bunks and left the curtain open.
"He said he didn't mean it. He said it was an adrenaline rush, and that he loves you. Not Gee. He also said he doesn't like guys" I said to Hannah.
"I know. I believe him too. I like him and he likes me. We started dating tonight. It's okay Jalyn I'm sure too" she said smiling.
"Good. I just don't want you to be upse-"
"I know. And I appreciate it. I think we're all okay" Hannah said smiling and turned off her light. We all did the same.

GERARD'S POV

We all layer in our bunks. The curtains open.
"Are we all okay?" Ray said sitting up.
"We are. Me and Frank talked it out right man?" I said touching his arm.
"Yea we're cool. Me and Hannah are dating now. She said 'if we can make it through this type of hell then it isn't supposed to be over now'" he said in a girl voice. We all laughed at his efforts.
"So you guys made out and now you're cool and everyone's on rainbows and unicorns?" Mikey said turning over.
"Precisely brotha Mikey" I said shutting the lights out and pulling my curtain.
"You know I'm really proud of us. We played a show for 30,000 people in a giant stadium and we crushed it. We're famous man, famous" Ray said shutting his curtain.
"We're gonna take over the world" Frank said excitedly.
"Yea we are" I said back.
"Goodnight" we all turned over and slept.

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