HANNAH'S POV
I walk into a room. White walls, white curtains, a blinding sun, I look down and I see myself in a white gown. I turn around and I see my family and friends behind me. I see a doctor in all white clothes and a clip board. They're looking at me sympathetically. They close the door. I realize what's happening to me and I scream. I bang on the door and I plead to be let out but no one is there, I bang on the window but I'm too high up for anyone to know. I cry. I think about my friends, the ones that I've known for so long. I think about Frank. How could he do this? I think about Kaitlyn and Jalyn. How could they close the door? I think about my family. How did they even think about doing this? I feel my breathing slow. I put my hand over my heart and I feel nothing. I check my pulse. Nothing. A quiet stillness runs over me and I collapse. It feels as if a brick wall landed right on my chest. There is no heartbeat. No breathing. No pulse. No people. I turn into my side and let out whatever breath is left in me. Then. I wake up.
I take a long desperate breath and open my eyes wide. I feel a jump behind me and I turn around. Frank. I start crying and I flip over to lay over him.
"Hey, it's okay. You fell asleep everyone went to bed. I stayed with you. It's okay. I promise" It was comforting. I'd never woken up from a tremor to see someone comforting me.
"It was awful. Everyone was there but I was alone. They left me. You left me in that stupid white room away from everything. You all thought I was crazy" I said letting tears flood my eyes. I hugged him tight and he pulled me closer. He slid down on the couch so that I was laying on his stomach. He put his hand over my head that was laying on his chest.
"I don't like it" I said abruptly.
"I don't like it at all" I said again.
"I know. I'm sorry" He said looking down at me. He still has eyeliner smudged under his eyes. We got up and sat straight. We talked for a while about what I saw and how it's often and why it might happen. After a bit I started to doze off so he walked me to the other bus and put me to bed. I lay in the same place I've slept for the past month but it doesn't feel the same, it's too quiet. I need something. I pull out my headphones and start playing music. I hit shuffle and Nirvana plays first, then Twenty Øne Piløts, then Black Veil Brides. I dozed back to sleep. This time without a tremor. This time peacefully.
Hey! Sorry it was super short I just thought it would be interesting to know a bit more about Hannah. Tell me if I should do this with other characters every once in a while just to come away from Jay and Gee. Thanks for so many reads! I love you from the top to the bottom through the inside of my black little heart Killjoys🖤🕷
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