Drowning In Love And Sorrows - New Chapters!

Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have

(See how I put a P!ATD title. Haha.)

GERARD'S POV

I walked into the house with my guitar and set my case on the ground. I walked into the kitchen to grab some water to bring to Jalyn who wasn't feeling well. When I passed the counter I saw a screwdriver and what looked like a hand held pencil sharpener. I picked up the plastic and looked at it. The blade was gone. I dropped the bottle of water I was holding and raced up to her room. She wasn't there. I looked in her bathroom. No Jalyn. I ran to the upstairs bathroom. No Jalyn, but the blade was stained red on the sink.

I ran into my room. She was lying on the floor and unconscious. Oh my god what the hell. I remembered this morning when she was smiling and laughing. What went so wrong. I shook her shoulder and she jumped. She was shaking. She looked over to me. She looked terrified.

I grabbed her arm and shoved her sleeve up, she flinched. There was a cut wide open. Her arm had red splotches around the swollen cut. I grabbed her into a hug. She didn't hug back but she rested her head on my shoulder.
"What's wrong, what happened. I'm so sorry, Jalyn" I said pulling away.
"Well on my way out of school these girls, Caroline and Lacey, stopped me. Caroline said you were dating and you wanted me to leave and I had till tomorrow night. I was angry and disappointed. When I got home I threw a fit I was crying and screaming and I went into the bathroom an-" I cut her off and smothered her in a hug.
"You have to know that there's no way I would ever do that. I would never hurt you or leave you or abandon you. You're my everything, Jalyn. I can't lose you" I said with my head over hers.

She looked up at me. Her eyes were welling up again. They were bloodshot red.
"Why did they do that" she shoved her face into my chest like a ram.
"Because Caroline was my girlfriend a really long time ago and when I broke up with her she was really mad because she wanted to be able to say she had a boyfriend. That's the only reason she dated me." I said talking to her like a three year old.
"That's so mean. How do you do that to someone. And when they walked up to me they told me I looked trashy and that Iron Maiden was trash. Then they said I was an emo fag so I said they were necropheliacs. It was funny but not really" she said unsuccessfully cheering herself up.

After she calmed down I looked at her. I was so worried. I don't think she's ever cut herself before. There were no other cuts on her arms.
"Listen to me. I know things are rough all over and that's fucking shitty I know believe me. But I never want you to hurt yourself. Ever. I know what went through your head when you did it, I really do. But Jalyn, I love you. I love everything about you and you will never understand it, because you're you and you don't want to believe it. I love you, Jalyn. So much." I said kissing her forehead.
She half smiled and made a relieved sigh.
"I love you too".