Drowning In Love And Sorrows - New Chapters!

Confidential

KAITLYN'S POV
I woke up and my head was already in a million different places. Steve told me he'd changed and obviously hadn't. But I like him, I like him so much. I'm sure there's a good reason as to why he would hit Gee.

I checked my phone and saw that he'd already texted me. I'm really sorry about yesterday, forgive me? Meet me at Cook Out for lunch today? I read as my eyes adjusted to the brightness of my phone. "It's okay, I'll see you there at twelve" I typed. I can't let Hannah and Jalyn find out. If they did I'd be dead. Of course I feel guilty but they cannot know.

I got into the shower and got clean. I got dressed in a WDW sweatshirt and my ripped jeans. I put on some converse and straightened my hair. After getting ready I say I'm the couch and scrolled through twitter. I skipped over all of the advertisements and went straight to the normal stuff.

(Twitter)
Ray Toro
Just found my senior quote: 'Gwen Stafani was right. This shit is bananas.'
Mikey Way
This dog is so freaking cute! *picture of mouse sprawled on the floor*
Trinity Spencer
Can't wait for summer break when I'm finally a free adult!
Frank Iero
@steveharrington41 I'm gonna beat your head in.
Hannah Keeler
Happy two months @frankieromustdie love you so much.
Jalyn Watson
To quote Hamlet; act III, scene III, line 92: "NO!"
Gerard Way
Does this black eye make me look cooler?
*picture of face*

I put my phone down and got in the car. Hannah and Frank were out somewhere today luckily. I didn't want to have to lie right to her face just yet. I got in the car and drove to the restaurant. I saw Steve's old car and parked near it. I walked in and saw him already sitting down.
"Hey" I said
"Hey you" he said scanning what I was wearing.
"You listen to this garbage?" He said pointing to my shirt.
"It's not garbage, it's recycling" I said trying to ignore his rude remark.
We ate and talked like normal. After we ate he walked me to my car and was standing over the door as I sat in the drivers seat. He leaned over me and went to kiss me. I put my hand up.
"What's wrong?" He asked angry.
"Second date? It's a bit early for that" I said back. His mad eyes calmed and he leaned back.
"Okay, okay. I'll text you later though" I waved him goodbye as I got into the car. I felt immediate regret as I drove home. How could I just do that? I asked myself over and over again the whole way home. I just betrayed everything my friendships are built on and did it happily. I felt guilty as I walked inside and changed back into pajamas. Hannah would never know I left the house.
"Hey!" Hannah said as she walked through the door.
"Whats up. How was your date with Frankie?" I asked try to avoid me conversation.
"It was good. We went to the shelter and played with dogs and we went to get food, then we played with the toy trains at the toy store" she told me.
"You're such a child" I responded.
"I know. What did you do today?" She said putting her jacket on the coat rack and sitting in the chair. My head suddenly got hot. What did you do today Kaitlyn what did you do?? I asked myself.
"Well nothing really I straightened my hair and played with some makeup ideas. I pretty much just sat around for the most part" I said thinking of excuses for why I look like I'm going somewhere.
We turned on the TV and watched Supernatural for 3 hours straight. The whole time all I thought about was if this decision I made would have a tremendous impact on my future. Because of one small decision I may not have the friends I have today much longer. I tried to ease my mind by telling myself that I would tell them soon but it only made me wonder how I'd tell them. We both ate dinner and played Stranger Things Ouiji until it was time to go to sleep. Tomorrow is freaking Monday. God no.

Hey! DM me with ideas as to how you think this will pan out for Kaitlyn. Sorry for any spelling mistakes, I'm insanely tired. Next chapter coming soon. Love you Killjoys🖤🕷