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Silent Night

GERARD'S POV

Ever since I've been back I just want to be around them. It's like I'm so reliant on them being around but I'm especially happy around Jalyn . We were supposed to be away for another year but my depression couldn't handle any more change. Being around the world was amazing but so is human interaction. I felt like I was on an island and the coast line was out to get me. There was no escaping my own head.

Suddenly I heard someone gasp. I turned around to see Jalyn looking like she was having a spasm on the bed. I've seen her black out in the middle of a crowd from anxiety or break out in a seizure from pandise but I'd never seen something like this before it almost looked like she was in some sort for VR and she couldn't take the glasses off. I lightly shook her shoulder.

"Jalyn? Jalyn it's okay. C'mon buddy wake up you're okay" I kept talking to her but the only person I woke up was Hannah.
"Oh fuck not again" she said like it was totally normal.
"Wait what? What's wrong with her??" She didn't answer me. She just got up and left the room to go sleep on the couch.
"She does it all the time. You can never wake her up but she'll be okay. It only lasts a couple of minutes" she said while she laid her head on the couch pillows.

I can't just leave her there shaking like that. I kept trying to wake her up. It took a whole ten minutes and by the end I really thought she was dying in what ever dream she was having. She sat straight up on the bed and looked around while stroking her hands through her brown and red hair, crying. She looked so distressed.

"Oh my fucking god, oh my god no, no!" She kept repeating before she looked down and saw me. She bent down and grabbed me into a hug almost pulling my hair with one hand and holding onto me for dear life with the other. She pulled away still sobbing and looked me in the eyes.
"You were gone, it was over. Right in front of me you were gone". She was scared and angry all in one mixed emotion that I'd never seen before. "Hey, it's okay. I'm right here, Jalyn, I promise I'm not leaving I'm here" I said looking back at her. I went to the other side and laid down across from her until she finally went back to sleep. I turned over to face her and drifted off myself.