I decided to make this for all the Stranger Things and It fans including myself!
I only do x readers, so DON'T REQUEST MILEVEN, BYLER, OR REDDIE OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT. I don't ship that stuff, so it'll be uncomfortable to write about.
I'll respect y...
This oneshot will be based off what I go through in school, so, if you don't like harsh words and all of that...please leave.
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I can hold my breath I can bite my tongue I can stay awake for days If that's what you want Be your number one I can fake a smile I can force a laugh I can dance and play the part If that's what you ask Give you all I am.
It was the end of the school day, I was the last one out of class since I didn't want to be stomped on by the rampage of people rushing to their locker.
I sighed as I put in the combination and pulled out my backpack, putting away my books and binders. My breath hitched as I heard a familiar voice, Henry Bowers.
I didn't turn around to look at Bowers and his group, I used to have a major crush on him last year, and he uses that to his advantage, he would jokingly say he would want to have sex with me then tell me how disgusting it would be.
I sighed as I continued packing my stuff, acting like they weren't there, from the corner of my eye, I saw a group of kids watching my every move, The Loser's Club is what most called them.
I ignored Bowers teasing and laughing, I slammed my locker shut and stomped away, luckily they didn't follow me out.
As I made my way out the school, a few tears fell, I hated being bullied by the guy I used to like, I was always nice and he treated me like absolute shit because he knew I liked him.
I can do it I can do it I can do it
Time Skip
I frowned as I walked into school, I didn't want to come today, but the school was already on my ass because I've missed too much of it.
I stopped by my locker and frowned as I saw a dick carved into my locker, I sighed and ignored it, I put my backpack away and grabbed my books and folders, but I got stopped by my friend, Greta.
"Y/n!" She called out, putting on a fake smile and lightly hugged me, along with a girl following behind her.
Everyday she told me all the rumors people would spread about me, but I knew damn well she was the one starting them, but I continued being her friend because I had nobody else...
"Someone told me that they were glad you weren't here for the code red a few days ago, but they were disappointed that you didn't get hurt by the kid with the knife" (she legit said this...) my heart dropped and I sighed "who?" I asked, she shrugged. This is how I knew she was a two faced bitch, she would tell me that people would say things about me, I'm ugly, I'm fat, I'm worthless, it's be better off if I was dead, but she would "never know" who would say it.
But I'm only human And I bleed when I fall down I'm only human And I crash and I break down Your words in my head, knives in my heart You build me up and then I fall apart Cause I'm only human.
I smiled through the pain and continued through the rest of the day, deep down I had so many issues. Depression, asthma, anxiety, there's a whole list...yet no one cared.
I sighed as I sat down at my desk for 1st period, I had Art...with Greta and her bitch of a friend who is all she seems to talk about.
I can turn it on Be a good machine I can hold the weight of worlds If that's what you need Be your everything.
I took a seat next to one of the "Loser's", Edward Kaspbrak, or Eddie, he was actually a pretty nice boy, he was about one of the only people who were nice to me, who would help me with some of my subjects.
I had a crush on the boy, but I knew he wouldn't like me back, he's amazing at all his subjects, especially math, and when I get an answer wrong, I look like a total dumbass.
Greta knows about my crush, and tells me that he wouldn't like me either since he already liked this girl who was way smarter than me.
I can do it I can do it I'll get through it.
Kids always ask me why I would never smile, why am I so depressed all the time, they don't know what I go through and they're the reasons I'm like this most the time.
But I'm only human And I bleed when I fall down I'm only human And I crash and I break down Your words in my head, knives in my heart You build me up and then I fall apart Cause I'm only human.
I'm only human I'm only human Just a little human.
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"Wow Y/n, you were gone for a week, I thought you actually killed yourself" I slightly frowned at Greta's words "um no, I had to go to the hospital, I was sick, I was contagious for seventy two hours" I muttered "oh" she muttered, not seeming to care "I mean, everyone told me how happy they were that you were gone, that you finally did it" I frowned deeply as my heart dropped in my chest and my eyes watered "are you seriously gonna cry?" She asked as she looked at me in disgust, I looked up at the girl and shook my head as I wiped my eyes "no" I whispered "good, now-" I blocked out the rest of her words as I followed her down to the cafeteria.
I can take so much 'Til I've had enough.
Cause I'm only human And I bleed when I fall down I'm only human And I crash and I break down Your words in my head, knives in my heart You build me up and then I fall apart Cause I'm only human.
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Eddie looked at the missing poster in curiosity, his breath hitched as he read the paper.
Have you seen this person? Name: Y/n L/n Age: 13 Sex: Female Last seen: At the Barrens by the sewer system. If you find this person call 545-893-4533.
