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ethan's pov
"bro, look at that cutie over there" kian says
i look over and see y/n talking with her friend. i see her lips curve into a smile as she laughs at what her friend is saying
"ew, her?" corey asks with a disgusted look on her face
i can't contain my anger "how rude can you be? i don't care if she isn't the 'cutest' girl to you. the fact that you don't know her and still said that, fuck you. you don't see her like i do. she's perfect the way she is"
"sorry dude, i didn't know you liked her" he says, sinking back into his seat
"that's not the point, corey. even if i didn't like her or know her, that's disrespectful" i pause "no wonder you still don't have a girlfriend"
everyone 'ooo's and screams 'burn'
i sit back and laugh, watching his face get redder by the second
out of the corner of my eye, i see someone walking towards our table
i look and see y/n "hey ethan, hey guys"
they all say hey as do i
"can i join you guys? my friend ditched me" she asks
"sure" we all agree
she sits next to kian, on the end, across from me
she smiles at me and i smile back
"you look cute today, y/n" kian says
y/n blushes "thank you kian. you look cute today too" she finishes with a giggle
he laughs along with her and they continue to flirt
i get up and walk outside, looking for my car. i jump in and turn the key. someone knocks on the window
i roll down the window and see y/n, a worried look on her face "are you okay?"
i roll my eyes as i roll the window back up and drive away.
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as i park the car in my driveway, i pound my fists on the steering wheel.
how could i be so dumb?
she doesn't know i like her, so why was i mean to her?
i didn't mean to take it out on her-
someone knocks on the passenger side window. i see y/n and i unlock the door
she gets in and closes the door.
"how'd you get here?" i ask
"jc drove me"
"was kian with you?"
"no" she looks out the window before looking at me "that's why you're mad, isn't it? because of kian flirting with me"
i don't answer
she places her hand on mine. i look at her. "ethan, i was just joking around when i flirted back. kian knows i only think of him as a friend. plus he's too old for me anyways"
"so you're saying that if he weren't as old as he is now, you would date him?" i ask feeling the anger bubble up
"no-" i cut her off
"get out" i say through my teeth
she turns to grab the handle, but stops and turns back to me "why are you so mad? i did nothing and you are acting like i cheated on you when we aren't even dating"
i don't say anthing as i stare at the steering wheel
i hear her open the door and then close it soon after
"i'm mad because i like you" i whisper "i'm mad because i wish we were dating, but we aren't"
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a/n: when i'm on my period, sorry not sorry boys, my dad will slide chocolate bars under my door and then run away screaming "satan has been fed"
