ethan dolan imagines

this world {e}

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grayson's pov

"she could've conquered the world, but instead she tried to conquer your heart" i scream at him

"it's not my fault" he screams back

"it is your fault, ethan. you put her in the hospital because you couldn't love her right"

"i-i tried to-" he slumps in defeat 

"you didn't try cause if you did, she wouldn't me fighting for her life right now"

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i sit next to y/n's bed and hold her hand "please don't leave this world because he's an asshole. you are the only beautiful thing in my life and i can't let you go. please come back to me"

i feel the tears trickle down my cheeks as i hear a knock on the door

i turn and see ethan, dried tears on his cheeks

"can i have a minute alone?" he asks

i shrug, but walk out of the room, eavesdropping on his conversation

"y/n, baby, i'm sorry. i didn't mean to make you so mad. grayson's right i don't deserve you, but please don't leave because of me. if you wake up and want nothing to do with me, then i'll leave you alone. i honestly wouldn't blame you. if i could escape myself right now, i would. but please don't leave this world. it still has so much to offer you. you still have so much to offer to it and to everyone"

i hear his cries get louder and even though i'm still mad at him, i wrap my arm around him and hug him

we cry into each other's arms as we pray for y/n to wake up

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*two weeks later*

"they found the guy who hit you and put him in jail" i start, nervously

"i don't want to rush into this, but they want to cut you off life support. y/n, if you can hear me please wake up. this world isn't meant for me to live alone. please wake up. for me, for ethan, for your parents, for your friends. just wake up"

i cry into my hands as i sit, alone in her room

i have two minutes before the doctors come in

i take in all her beautiful features one last time as she lays there, peacefully

i stand up, not wanting to be here when the doctors come in, and walk to the door

"grayson?" a weak voice asks

and for a second, i almost don't recognize it

i whip around to see-

nothing

y/n still lays there, sickly white and eyes closed

i drop my head and walk out of her room

and just like that, she left this once beautiful world, and let it rot along with her

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