I am in pain
I am in pain
My thoughts exude like the pouring rain
I...
I face this road of past lovers and interests
I am in pain
I don't want to remember how quickly you would have left
But I would only feel free in death
Look with your lightning eyes
At the words, they're my disguise
I'm fading and it's because of you!
I know, but you hurt me too!
And the past is drowning me
Worse than your eyes did
I'll grasp onto a tree of eyes pure green
I'll be afloat for awhile
Maybe I can breathe again
I can't look to the sky because it reminds me of your eyes,
I can't look into the river
It reminds me of the picnics we had
The tree is emaciated and it has but a few leaves
And still for some reason it carries me
It carries me to a warm hearth,
A place where love glows a soft pink like lips,
But not like the lips you kissed me with,
Everything reminds me of you expect this place,
This voice of courage that I seek to hear
A voice that rings in my bleeding ears
It's crazy because you know I'm dying
And you still left me to drown
And you came to a face you never known
And you became a group of sickening worms
All my heart ever did was ache for you
All my lips did was crave you,
My hands stayed soft for your hands,
My body stayed warm under the water to remind me of your body
But why is this blazing fire
Filled with love and green eyes,
Pink lips and chiseled branches
Why is this blazing fire so warm?
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