I'm sorry I left you
But I did what I needed to
You were hurting my head
Just know I forgive you
I'll never forget
Some days I wished for dead
And others I'd wish you'd just punch me in the head
I bought a pack of cigarettes to roll them in my fingers
And I passed them out to everyone on the street
I cried on a bus route and smeared my makeup
I walked farther than my lungs could take me
And I was choking on love I knew wasn't right for me
And I'm trying so hard to keep it together
I know it's for the best
I also know your past
Brick by brick it's coming together
I love you, forever never
