I started unwinding my head in sandpaper
But the sheets disappeared
And I was left with thin air
I was unable to breathe because of all the red surrounding me
A flare shoots in the sky and it explodes
Violently.
So...
So,
Violently.
And my chest is having convulsions because of my mind control
I've used it too much
And I'm sinking in a hole
The darkness is covered with blotches of orange
My fingernails are embedded in my palms because I try so hard to keep calm
Keep calm
Keep
Calmness is a still pool of ocean water
My pool is overflowing and the plants are dying
It's stained by the blood that pours from my vocal chords
And the life in my ocean is dying
My mind is an explosion
And I'm ready to blow
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