...I dreamed of a day where it didn't hurt to stay
I longed for my dream to be reality
I was living in a fantasy
Thinking we were okay
And I cried out that day
But you said we were okay
I am not okay
What you did was not okay
I feel shattered and broken
And this feeling is all too familiar
But damn it's hard to forget you when your blanket warms me
I want to get back at you
But I know it solves nothing
Fire is not fought with fire
Because then flames get higher
And the fire injures and kills
So you douse the fire
And you try and breathe fresh air
And I was delusional
You were the fumes I was breathing
But I have to breathe fresh air
I'm not mad
I am hurt
I am wounded
And you didn't realize a good thing when you had it
And now
You lost it
