I took the smile of the moon
So I could glow just as bright
I don't yearn for the neon lights
Instead I yearn for a better life
A yearn to be a better wife
I wanna see the trees in the moonlight
I wanna see his smile dissapear in the night
I close my eyes and he's always there,
He's like a nightmare
I'm choking on his cigarette fumes
And he's loving the fact I can't forget him
But I hate him
And I hate who he made me into
But I'm stronger now,
And his words don't mean nothing
How,
Did you expect me to get caught up in a deadlock of emotions?
Did you expect me to blow my knees out begging for you?
My blood has well on dried
So have the tears you made me cry
And now I look up in the sky
Praying
My knees are shedding
Praying
Hoping for you to be a better man,
I don't hate you, I never will
But I know that me and you ain't in his will
And I'll smile, because at the end of the night it's not your arms I miss
And you know it
It's eating you inside
I don't want you back
That's a fact I don't have to hide
Praying
On my knees
Praying,
Up through my throat I bleed
Praying
You become a better man
And I'm praying
You find yourself in God's hands
