Smile
I feel a way I never felt
My smile is starting to melt
I feel like I'm falling again
No medication
My bones break with each step
And my feet bleed
I want to start screaming
My words don't form
I don't know what is my norm
My emotions are all over the place
And I feel like I'm going crazy
This boy keeps me sane
But my mind plays games
Writing to keep me tame
I love that you don't play
I smell like three am blunts and a splash of water from the harbor
I feel like slow midnight moans
Kissing your collarbones
Your eyes in mine
Slow
My heart races
Your lips are fucking heaven
You like me as me
No pressure
Just us
Living happily
He just came closer
Put his arm around me
He doesn't even know
He's completely asleep
My insomnia is keeping me awake
But I can finally operate my mind
A smile from you
To bid my time
