sadness

41 1 0
                                    

*previously*
Nope I'm not better off without you bc I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH"I sang "YOUR MY REMS AND YOUR PREGO BUT YOUR MINE!!!" I kept singing
I heard her laugh, it was almost fake.
"Ethan you can't come in.." she said
She must've cut herself, she doesn't want me to be around when she does that. I try to stop her.
I busted open the door to see Remi saying on the ground in the corner with blood all over.
I took her to the bathroom, and cleaned up the cuts. I wasn't angry or disappointed, I was glad she was ok. I just held her for the rest of the day.
*present*
REMIS POV
Ethan found me in my room with bloody wrists. He didn't say anything but it's gonna be ok and that he loves me.
I was still in a shock about what Grayson said. He called me many names, I felt broken.
Yet it was comply my fault, I mean isn't everything. Grayson was this big strong guy who had abs but rlly he was a big teddy bear. Well, when you grow up you go on to your phones or technology and you don't keep your teddy bear anymore. To bad my teddy bear left to early.
Ethan stayed with me for the rest of the day, he just held me and that's all I needed. He just sat here holding me, while Grayson's words replayed in my head.
"Your a slut!" I remembered Grayson said
A tear rolled down my cheek, Ethan didn't notice.
I sat up and walked away to the kitchen.
"Hey Rems you need to chill for a while I'll make you some food," Ethan suggested
"Ok I rlly want some chicken," I whispered
"Ok," he laughed
I smiled, a real smile. He made me feel better instantly. I didn't know how he did it but I loved him for it. His phone buzzed, it was on silent.
I went over and picked it up. Grayson texted him.
"Hey E get home Remi is a fucking bitch you don't need her, also I want you to meet my new girlfriend it's the girl I cheated on Remi with her names Lucy," Grayson texted
I felt my heart fall into my stomach, I couldn't breathe. He had cheated on me? With a girl named Lucy? I sat Ethan's phone down, stood up and walked away. I walked outside, and down the street. Luckily we were still in New Jersey and I knew where to go.
I walked till I seen the Bronco, Grayson's car. I opened the door, not giving a shit. When I opened the door I heard laughing comping from the kitchen. Grayson's parents weren't home so I knew it was him. I walked into the kitchen, the laughter stopped.
There he was, with icing on his nose, arms wrapped around another girl.
I heard my heart shatter into millions of pieces.
"Hey slut, why the fuck are you here," he said letting go of the girl
"Aw the slut, I see I'm just a slut to you but you don't even know that I might being carrying your baby or even Twins, or did you know that the words you say puts scars on my arms and ankles, or the fact that you lied to my face when no you didn't you were to busy fucking Lucifer bc that's just you, your the slut, your bitch, I hope you burn in Hell and ya you too Lucifer!" I yelled
Both of there faces were blank, surprised. Grayson's eyes were tearing up.
"But you don't give a fuck about me or the baby or that the fact that I wanted to take my own life bc of you, bc you are a piece of shit who doesn't have a heart and if this baby is yours and it's a girl it's gonna be sad when she walks around my house asking where her daddy is or where is her father," I said crying while walking out his house

Sorry for the late post

peace.

Falling for The Dolan TwinsWhere stories live. Discover now