*previouldy* I have to leave it's best for you I tend to ruin everything. This is best I'm so sorry but I'm going home don't try to find me or get a hold of me you don't need me I hope you grow beautifully and become the most famous Youtubers ever and that you marry a beautiful woman and have little Grayson's running around, I love you and you always do what's best for the ppl you love and this is the best thing for you I'm sorry Gray I love you Goodbye Grayson and Ethan -Remi *present* I sat the note down beside the bed. I was crying silently so Gray wouldn't wake up. I grabbed the last of my stuff. I texted the ppl who owned the apartment saying that I was leaving and this months rent is in my mailbox. "Goodbye Grayson Dolan I love you," I said crying I walked out to my Jeep and sat in the front seat crying and crying. I backed out of the drive way, and stopped. I looked at everything one last time. "Goodbye LA Goodbye Gray," I whispered even though no one would hear me I drove away wishing that I would wake up the next day laying beside Grayson in my apartment and this was all a bad dream. I was walking away from the love of my life. I had too. I drove and drove until I reached a hotel in Nevada. I payed for a one night stay. It's was now 5:45 am I blocked the Twins's # and Snapchat. I got a shower and cleaned up. I slept and then left the hotel. It's now 8:00 am Gray would be up now. He would be crying and trying to find me bc that's just who he is. He will be wondering why I left. He will then realize that I was a mess that he couldn't clean up. I was going to drive the whole way back to home. I had cried for hours and hours. Every song on the radio somehow reminded me of Gray. *a week later* I was home now with family and I still couldn't stop thinking of Grayson and Ethan. I stayed up in my old room, crying basically the whole time. I would sometimes walk out into the woods dreaming of seeing Ethan Or Grayson standing there. But it was all a lie. I had no friends, they were all in college. Which I had to do online since I wasn't in California anymore. I remembered that the twins had a youtube channel. I missed them so much that I decided to look it up.
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The first video I watched was about them taking a break. They were rlly sad about it too. Then I saw the GETTING TATTOOS FROM FANS! video. They were filming that video when I first saw them. I remember walking in to see them laughing and smiling while getting tattoos. I remember seeing Ethan filming while Gray was getting a tattoo. Then I broke. "I miss them so much I love them and I always will," I said crying I scrolled down to find a video.
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It was about there home before LA. "Omg no!!!" I yelled I was home, in New Jersey. I live in New Jersey, since I was little. Holy shit. The Dolan Twins Lived In New Jersey It's there home town, what if they come back??? What if they find me?
