Falling for The Dolan Twins

Take what you want

*previously*

"Ethan doesn't matter anymore, his memories may haunt you but remember I'm here now plz don't be upset I hate to see you beautiful eyes cry,"
"I love you Grayson Dolan,"
*present*
We drove back to my house, and we went inside. No one was home, it was just me and Gray.
"What do you want to do?" I asked
"Idk maybe a movie marathon," Gray answered
I almost felt like I wasn't there, I was empty. Why am I like this because of Ethan? We broke up a while ago, idk why I feel so upset about him.
Grayson watched movies while I stared at the screen,  but I wasn't paying attention. I don't think Grayson noticed, because he fell asleep. I was really alone now, even though I felt alone this whole time.
It felt like my body was dead as if I had nothing on the inside. I wasn't sad I was feeling nothing.
I got up and went to my room, I sat on the bed and stared. I heard a knock on the door.
I went down the stairs slowly so I didn't wake Gray.
I opened the door.
"Hi Mrs Smith sor- REMI!?!"it was Ethan
"Ethan why are you here and be quiet Grays asleep," I answered
He hugged me very tightly, it felt like I finally was in reality. I snapped out of my daze of feeling alone. I was hugging him back now.
"I'm sorry for leaving you guys I thought that it was best," I whispered in shame
"We both love you and plz don't do that again," he said getting closer to me
"Both?" I asked
"Yes Remi we both are madly in love with you, I messed up and I cheated with this girl and told everyone it was an accident bc I did it for a reason.." he trailed off
"Why?"
"The girl had threatened you, she told me that she would make sure that you hated me if I didn't sleep with her, I'm in love with you so I did it so you wouldn't hate me but it seems as if you already do,"
He had cheated to protect me? He loves me?
I stood there staring in shock, Ethan never meant to hurt me. He loves me.
"I had no idea E and I don't hate you," I said
Ethan had become rlly close now. He cupped  hand on my jaw, his other hand around my waist.
Why did I let him so close? Why didn't I push him away? I let him come close, I let him touch me.
"You once said I'm your dream boy but you were never gonna tell me," he whispered looking deeply into my eyes
"You heard me?"I asked
"I've always heard you, when your sad when your alone when you feeling empty I've payed attention to you bc I want you I need you," He said leaning in
"Then take me," i said

Sorry for the short chapter
peace.