Reckless~ K.th ~♡18+ [Completed]

Chapter 7

"we're all sinner's, deep inside"

Time Stamp: 5:00pm
Date: November 15, xxxx

4 years prior
Season: Autumn

Taehyung's p.o.v

"I miss you , and I just don't know what to do anymore, my head is a fucking mess, I don't want to miss you it hurts"

Why did I do such a thing, I-i, why did I get so angry, seeing y/n, hugging laughing and smiling at that guy, why do i get so jealous every time I see her with another guy, when she started dating jungkook, I was so hurt and pissed off at the same time, that I felt I needed some form of release and to be honest, what I did that day, I'm disgusted with myself.

I dunno how, why or when she started dating jungkook, she just told me one day, after hearing that I didn't speak to her for a few days, I think it was on the same day that, I saw her with that guy, I don't know much about her other friends, the main fact that they were all guys at that time set me on edge.

She had texted me that day about how happy she was, asking her why she told me that it was because, she started dating jungkook, he had been her friend long before I knew her, I guess since she was about five, I asked her to come over that day, cause I wanted to speak to her.

I could hear her laughter from outside, that's why I went downstairs to check if she had finally came, opening the door the first thing I see is some guy, lifting her up off of the pavement. She was smiling and laughing, I hadn't seen her smile or laugh like that around me in a long time, she always had this sorta forced smile on her face, that made me feel saddened.

I found out that y/n was dating jungkook from one of her exes, who was my bestfriend. Jimin told me about a month ago and I was wondering why, she hadn't told me anything, when I found out that day, I didn't speak to her for at least a week, yet she still spoke to me, after I was ignoring her.

Y/n's too good for me but I want her to be mine, I know I'll just be hurting her, but I don't really care, I want, I want what's rightfully mine, it sounds childish, yes I know but I'm like a 5 year old, who wants someone else's toy.

Love doesn't need to play a game in this, love isn't what's important to me, having y/n as mine is what's important, whether she likes it or not.

I went to y/n's house that day, only to find out from her mom, that she had gone abroad to finish her studies, ever since that day when I got out of control and almost r..... I don't want to recall what I did, since then I avoided her completely, I even started dating someone new, just to get my mind off of her.

But for some reason, I couldn't, I couldn't forget that crying face of hers, just thinking about it makes me so....turned on. I want to see that again, even before then, I loved seeing her upset and I just enjoyed teasing the heck out of her.

I'm probably not right in the head, but does it matter.

"y/n...i want you"

Mumbling to myself, I started heading home, after what happened between me and y/n, she stopped dating jungkook, they broke up, but she still stayed friends with him.

Wondering how I know this? It's a secret.

Time Stamp: 7:30am
2 days before Tae moved in across the street.

"do you have any vacant houses around this area here, it's called crystal Snow block"

On my vacation in New York, I called up, a real estate agent in Seoul, I had recently learned that y/n had came back from abroad and she was now back in Seoul. She moved out of her parents house and bought a place that was about a couple of blocks away, on Crystal Snow Avenue.

"why yes we do, there are at least 3 vacant lots there"

Hearing what the woman said on the phone, my heart leaped in anticipation, this is probably stalker tendency but who cares.

"perfect, do you have any near to this address?"

I said showing a picture of the address to the screen, we were on a video call and the real estate agent was someone I knew I could trust.

"yes, one of the houses are opposite to there, but why?"

She said to me, raising an eyebrow as she crossed her arms, leaning back into the chair, she was in.

"oh, I just have a friend living there and I wanted a house across from her"

Well I wasn't lying, I thought to myself.

"hmm ok then I'll process the papers and all you have to do is sign them"

"OK thanks"

"will that be cash or credit?"

"cash"

" ok sir see you soon"

A scoffed at her calling me Sir, I guess she was in business mood, cutting the call off, I got up and stretched, looking out the window of my pent house, I moved here about a year ago for work, but I'm on vacation right now, wherever work takes me that's where I go, and luckily I got a job at the company where y/n worked, ok I pulled some strings so what, she's finally back in my grasp I'm not letting her getaway this time.

Humming to myself I started packing my clothes for the trip home.

Time Stamp: 7:00am
The day of the meeting

As I ordered the workers where to put my stuff, I looked across the street to y/n's house, looking up to a window, that I figured was her bedroom, I saw her kick something that was near the window, I watched in curiosity as a guy got up, he was shirtless, he leaped forward, tackling y/n to the ground, what the hell, I saw him kiss her then run off somewhere, trying to get what ever I had seen out of my mind, I turned my attention back to one of the workers who was fetching in my couch.

A little later I saw y/n and the same guy from before, coming out of the house, I wonder if it's her boyfriend I thought to myself, I saw her about to look my way so I turned back around, pretending that I didn't see them, I didn't want her to know that I was here yet.

Not yet. A small smile playing on my lips, I entered my house to get ready.

"I wish I could put my arms around you"