Losing The One You Love

The Nightmare Continues

A few days had gone passed and Yo's situation wasn't much better. Sure Pha had decided to not keep Yo tied up anymore but that was the only improvement. Yo was still locked in the room, with Pha coming in to either feed him, check up on him or sleep with him. Pha never stopped to show Yo that he still 'loved' him. From the words he would say, to their hot and heavy make out sessions, to even little romantic gifts Pha gave to Yo. Yo was so sick and tired of this all, he wanted out, nothing Pha did was changing Yo's mind. He knew Pha didn't really love him, he couldn't, not after everything he's done. Yo was just some shiny object to him, he didn't love Yo but didn't want anyone else to have him. 

Yo couldn't wait for this nightmare to end but with each passing day his hoped faded little by little. Everyday Pha would take Yo, despite Yo's loud and constant protests. He even tried locking himself in a cupboard in the room, anything to get away from Pha's unwanted touches. Pha was furious when Yo had hid from him. It caused Pha to go much rougher and harsher on Yo then usual, causing Yo to scream out in so much pain. Since then Yo's been behaving like a good boy, too scared to do anything in fear that Pha may do something a lot worse.

It's been almost 2 weeks since Yo's abduction and Yo was beginning to lose his will to live. He couldn't take this anymore, he didn't want to be forced to spend the rest of his life with Pha. This was pure torture and it was slowly killing him. So one afternoon when Pha had gone out for a few hours, like he does every so often, Yo went into the ensuite bathroom. He was so broken, so hurt, feeling so trapped with no way out. He then took one last look in the mirror before smashing it with his right hand. This caused his hand to bleed from the many cuts the glass shards caused but it spurred Yo on even more. Yo took one fairly large piece of glass and said a small prayer before he slid it across his wrist. He then did the same to his other hand causing blood to pour out. He was slowly but surely dying and a small smile crept on Yo's face, happy that his nightmare was ending, before he passed out.

It was several minutes before Pha had finally arrived home. The first thing he did upon entering the house was check up on Yo. When he walked into Yo's room he was startled to see Yo wasn't in his bed. He looked everywhere in the room but couldn't find him. He then checked the bathroom, only to be shocked to see Yo there, lying in a pool of his own blood with broken glass everywhere. Pha was in a panic, he had never thought Yo could do this to himself. He finally got himself together and checked on Yo. Once he bandaged Yo's wrists he checked on Yo and was washed with relief as Yo was still alive, barely. He then rushed Yo into his little doctors office he had set up, knowing if Yo had injured himself or gotten sick he wouldn't be able to take Yo to a hospital. 

He had everything he needed to patch Yo up, even blood since Pha and Yo had the same blood type. It took 2 hours but eventually Pha had stitched Yo back up, relieved that Yo was going to be all right. He then took Yo to a new room and laid him softly onto the bed, before cuddling up to him as Yo slept. It was a few hours before Yo had woken up from his slumber, only to be found wrapped in Pha's big, strong arms. When Pha sensed Yo was awake he spoke "Don't you ever scare me like that again Yo. I almost had a heart attack seeing you lying there" a little angrier than intended. Yo started crying, begging Pha to let him go, he didn't want to be here. Yo tried to force himself out of Pha's arms but wasn't having much luck. "Pha, let me go. I don't love you anymore and you don't love me. Why can't you see that?" Yo said a little frustrated. 

Pha had lost it, Yo's words cut him deeply. He got so angry that he slapped Yo's face extremely hard, leaving behind a red hand print. Yo cried out in pain, Pha had never been physically with Yo before, at least not when they were dating. What has changed he thought. 

Pha was suddenly filled with so much rage that he threw Yo off the bed, causing Yo to hit his head against the wall, causing Yo to get dizzy. Despite Yo's recent injuries and the fact that recently Yo almost died, Pha wasn't going easy. Yo's words had eaten away at Pha's sanity. His calm and caring nature went straight out the window. How could Yo not see Pha's love for him, it baffled Pha greatly. Pha was still so oblivious to his faults, blind to his wrong doings. He still believed he was the victim in all this. Yo had never been more terrified in his life. This Pha before him was a complete stranger, someone he didn't recognise. The once loving and kind Pha had vanished completely, leaving behind this devil in it's wake.

Pha didn't just stop there, once Yo started to stand up Pha came at him again, grabbing him by the neck of his shirt before throwing him onto the floor next to the bed. He then began to kick Yo's stomach and thighs, causing Yo to scream out in agony. This was painful as hell and Yo was scared that Pha may go to far. Pha wasn't resting, he kept hitting and kicking Yo in frustration and anger, leaving Yo black and blue all over. Yo was bleeding in several places, only lightly but it didn't ease Yo one bit. He wondered how Pha saved Yo earlier only to beat him this badly hours later. Once Pha was satisfied with his work he dragged Yo to the bed, stripped him naked then, despite Yo's fragile state, fucked the life out of him over and over again. He fucked Yo raw, dry and so harsh Yo was tearing down there but Pha didn't care. Even when Yo passed out from all the pain Pha didn't stop, not until he was satisfied. 

Once he was satisfied and his rage had cooled off a bit, Pha saw the damage he had done. He was filled with so much regret. How could he have done this to the one he loved. He then cleaned Yo up, making sure he was ok, before he wrapped his arms tightly around Yo as his precious baby slept. He whispered into Yo's ear, promising them both that he would never stoop so low again. Since that incident Yo has been extra good, never once saying anything that could potentially set Pha off in a blinding rage. He was too scared and terrified of this new Pha.