Losing The One You Love

The Morning After

Jackson woke up the next morning in the arms of Pha. Images of last night flashed through his mind. He couldn't believe it happened, he was so happy. While in mid thought Pha's phone went off. Trying to not wake up Pha Jackson grabbed the phone only to stop as he saw that it was Yo calling. He dropped the phone as was soon flooded with guilt for what he did. How could he have done that to sweet, innocent Yo. He felt terrible. It didn't matter how he felt, Pha was a taken man and he shouldn't of given in to his sexual desires last night, no matter how good it was.

 Jackson was about to get out of bed when Pha wrapped his arms around him dragging him back. He tried to break free of Pha's grip but it was no use as Pha was too strong. Pha then greeted him with a good morning kiss. Jackson yelled at Pha to get off him as he felt bad for what they did. Pha was confused as to why Jackson was acting this way "What's wrong Jackson?" "We slept together that's what" Jackson yelled. "So? We both wanted it. We both loved it and you were the one wanting more baby" was Pha's response. "So what? How could we do this to Yo? He's your boyfriend for god sakes." "That may be true but the sex we had last night was the best I've ever had, you can't tell me you didn't feel it too? Yes I do love Yo, but being with you last night felt so right. Tell me you didn't feel the same. Tell me and I'll walk out of here and never come back" Pha said in a sad tone. 

Jackson didn't know what to say, of course it felt right but could he really do this to Yo, Pha's boyfriend, his friend? "I don't know if I can do this. It isn't fair to Yo." Pha then had an idea "Look, we both like each other, and the sex is amazing, who says Yo has to know anything." "You mean cheat on him behind his back?" Jackson questioned. "I need you Jackson. No one has ever made me feel this good before. So please don't leave me. I love you" "But don't you love Yo, wasn't he your highschool sweetheart?" "Yes but I love you as well. I don't understand why I feel this way but I need you Jackson I really do. Please don't leave me?" Pha says with pleading eyes. Jackson didn't know what to do. On the one had he would finally get to date the love of his life. Yes he admits that over these last few months he has grown to love Pha but is it really fair to Yo. "Pha I need time to think about this ok." 

"What's there to think about? Do you love me or not? It's as simple as that" "Yes, but I can't hurt Yo like this. He doesn't deserve this and you know it." Jackson spoke a little loud. "Please. Just give it time. We can sort out the Yo issue later. I just need you. I can't live without you by my side anymore. Give us a chance." Pha said sadly. Jackson just sat there quietly thinking. Could he really do this? Is this the type of person he is, to come between two people? Pha get's up to get his clothes, he gets dressed and heads for the door "Bye Jackson" 

As he's about to leave Jackson gets up, even though he's in a lot of pain from last night, grabs Pha and kisses him. Telling him he chooses him, that he needs him just as much as Pha needs him. Then Pha askes him if he'd like to be his boyfriend of which Jackson happily agrees. Jackson makes Pha promise to figure things out soon. He doesn't want to cause any dramas with Yo. They both start kissing and even though Jackson is still sore they have another couple of rounds before getting ready for the day.