Losing The One You Love

Goodbye

Pha was currently lying in his bed at his home watching tv (which is basically all he could do) when the news report of Yo's upcoming wedding was announced. Since Mr Panitchayasawad was the richest man in Thailand it was no surprise that his son's wedding would make the news headlines. Pha was shocked upon discovering this. Yo, the one he loved more than anything, had moved on and found someone new. It cut him deeply and tears began to fall from his eyes. 

Then suddenly Pha received a massive headache, causing him to wince in pain, as all his lost memories came flooding back. Everything from those missing years had finally resurfaced. Now everything made sense. He fully understood why Yo had left him, why his friends were no longer around, what he had done to them and how he had ended up like this. He couldn't hold back the tears from flowing down his cheeks. For the first time Pha truly felt regret and guilty for what he had done. Because of his selfishness and anger he had hurt the people that mattered the most to him. He wished he could apologise to them, beg for their forgiveness but even if he wasn't in this state they would never want to see him again.

Being trapped in his own mind was driving him crazy. His only company was his thoughts and they were slowly getting to him. He could feel his sanity leaving his body day by day. So when his lost memories came back he was filled with so much grief. All the pain and suffering he put them through, and everything that had happened to him was too much to handle. He couldn't take this anymore. He wanted his spirit to be set free. Maybe by his death his old friends and lover would be able to forgive him. He knows he doesn't deserve it but he hopes that one day they might be able to forgive him for his past mistakes. 

While Pha was crying his nurse had come in to check up on him. She was sadden to see him in such a state. No one deserved this. It broke her heart daily to watch the boy just lie there, unable to move. She felt sorry for him and wanted to easy his suffering. One day while Pha's parents were out of town on a business trip she hatched her plan. This was against the nurses code of conduct but she couldn't let Pha suffer any longer. He deserved to be set free. When the nurse came in to check on Pha during lunch time she calmly walked over to him, carrying with her a needle, filled with some type of drug. She then leaned into him and whispered softly but loud enough for Pha to hear "Don't worry son, this will all be over soon" before she quickly injected him with a lethal dose of morphine. For the first time Pha was happy, he was finally getting his dying wish. It didn't take long before the drug took effect and Pha was soon eternally sleeping.

Mr and Mrs Kongthanin were shocked to come home an find out their son had died. It broke their hearts to know their only child was no longer with them. Because of their high profile status it wasn't long before the news of Pha's death went nationwide. Soon the news had reached even Yo and his gang, who were more than happy to hear that the bastard was now dead. At least now he couldn't hurt them anymore. This was a joyous day indeed. 

Mrs Kongthanin wasn't happy to learn that Pha's nurse, the one they trusted, had been behind their sons death. She was furious because she had lost her one and only son. Mr Kongthanin was upset at losing his son but he felt Pha was in a better place now. What kind of life would he be living if he was stuck in a bed forever. This was for the best he thought to himself. 

Time Skip

A year after the news of Pha's death was a happy occasion for all. Yo was finally getting married. This day couldn't have come soon enough Yo thought. He was able to take Damian as his wedded husband and spend the rest of their lives together. It was a simple ceremony, only family and close friends were invited, no more than 100 people. It was held in Yo's backyard, and it was simply stunning. There was red and white roses everywhere, a beautiful fountain in the background, trees laden with fairy lights. It was a magical event for all, especially when Damian and Yo said I do. There was a loud roar of cheers as Yo and Damian were now one. Mr Panitchayasawad couldn't be more happier for his son. 

The reception was just as beautiful as the ceremony if not more so. There was fairy lights in all sorts of colours everywhere, the tables and chair were a nice shade of white, and the food was to die for. Ming, Kit, Beam and Forth were so happy that Yo was able to find the love of his life. At first it seemed like Pha was the one, then Caleb but they both ended up as disappointments. Now Yo had truly found his happiness and they couldn't be prouder. As the night wore on the guests began to leave one by one till only Kit and the others remained. They wished Yo and Damian a happy marriage before they too headed off home. Yo sighed in relief, the long, tiring day was over and he could now enjoy his alone time with his husband. Tonight was going to be magical. Although Yo and Damian had been dating for awhile they never once had sex. Yo wasn't ready for that just yet and Damian never once pressured him but now Yo felt he was ready. Ready to give Damian his whole body, to feel the love and warmth of his man. This was going to be a long night.