I patiently waited 
for the day I'd drown
                              Drown in my sorrows
                              Drown in the overwhelming 
urge that
                              drowning was all I had left
                              To drown peacefully 
as the sun bid
farewell
                              I'd sink lower and lower
until my body 
                              was no longer a body
of a human
but a body of
water
                              like the ocean I
would no longer have a 
beginning
                              or end.
                              I would just be.
                              The murmurs of 
fish would happily
greet me
                              my eyes would no
longer be brown
                              but a deep blue
reflecting the 
parts of my soul
                              that no longer needed
oxygen to stay
                              afloat
                              When they come looking 
                              for me
                              whoever they find
won't be me.
                              I'll be watching with
one last breath
seeing that the person
with closed
                              brown eyes 
                              Is someone from a 
distant
memory 
                              My skin would not
be pale and blue
but burning with
                              Life
                              No one
would look for me
                              here
                              Not Anymore
                              my tired arms
would submerge
                              me once again
but this time
                              I wouldn't drown
                              I'd swim.
                                      
                                          
                                   
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A Book of Words That Never Seem To Be Enough
PoetryA book filled with words that I thought made sense, but they never seem to be enough. *warning* emotional, messy, raw and full of sadness (sometimes a little happiness here and there) I hope you give my words a chance, maybe they'll be enough for yo...
 
                                               
                                                  