I like to believe that I love you,
that I understand this 
                              feeling 
that no one can seem to find the perfect
tune for.
                              Are you the fast beat that my heart
can't seem to keep up with
                              Or are you the sweet melody 
that plays to remind me of a 
                              slow ending summer day
                              I want to know what you think,
because I no longer have a confident 
                              answer.
                              I thought I knew
                              but when I spend nights dreaming
of what it would be like in your arms,
the feeling of them
                              bringing me close enough 
so that I can bring my face 
                              to the center of your chest
and just 
                              breathe. 
                              Breathe in the moment,
inhaling the air that tells me to push 
myself 
                              away. I don't listen.
                              I don't know why.
                              Maybe it's your smile that keeps me there,
because when I look up
                              and see the perfect vision
of what we could 
                              be in your eyes.
                              that perfect 
laugh you have 
and your embrace
                              Along with
the kindness that envelopes me,
it drowns me in sweetness 
                              that lulls even the most painful 
of aches
                              and
                              i can't see myself leaving.
I don't want to see myself leave.
                              So I stay.
Oblivious to the tightness of your breathing,
                              The strain behind your smile.
                              The kindness behind your eyes
that only a friend like myself 
                              is supposed to see.
I've never seen love through a person's eyes,
                              so I wouldn't know the difference.
                                      
                                          
                                   
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A Book of Words That Never Seem To Be Enough
PoetryA book filled with words that I thought made sense, but they never seem to be enough. *warning* emotional, messy, raw and full of sadness (sometimes a little happiness here and there) I hope you give my words a chance, maybe they'll be enough for yo...
 
                                               
                                                  