The Love of a Friend

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I like to believe that I love you,
that I understand this

feeling
that no one can seem to find the perfect
tune for.

Are you the fast beat that my heart
can't seem to keep up with

Or are you the sweet melody
that plays to remind me of a

slow ending summer day

I want to know what you think,
because I no longer have a confident

answer.

I thought I knew

but when I spend nights dreaming
of what it would be like in your arms,
the feeling of them

bringing me close enough
so that I can bring my face

to the center of your chest
and just

breathe.

Breathe in the moment,
inhaling the air that tells me to push
myself

away. I don't listen.

I don't know why.

Maybe it's your smile that keeps me there,
because when I look up

and see the perfect vision
of what we could

be in your eyes.

that perfect
laugh you have
and your embrace

Along with
the kindness that envelopes me,
it drowns me in sweetness

that lulls even the most painful
of aches

and

i can't see myself leaving.
I don't want to see myself leave.

So I stay.
Oblivious to the tightness of your breathing,

The strain behind your smile.

The kindness behind your eyes
that only a friend like myself

is supposed to see.
I've never seen love through a person's eyes,

so I wouldn't know the difference.

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