Can't

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Have I told you today

that I love you?

If I haven't,
I'm sorry.

I'm sorry because
I'm probably
afraid of what you'd

say

once I told you.

You and me
we have history

but not the kind of history
that gives me the
right to

love you right now.

Like days when we're
tired of working

and we just want
to come home.
I just want to come home,
but I can't.

I just can't.

my hands are dry and
cracked

my ears listen wistfully,
quietly praying to hear
the songs

of your laughter.

my hands are
broken,

I am broken.

If only I had
known
that admitting

and telling you

those words,
would've welcomed
me with open arms.

Those three words will
always be caught

in my throat.

Choking and suffocating
me until I finally
decide to stop breathing

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