Life is a funny thing.
I've learned
that the things that seem so incredibly important
Now
actually aren't in the future.
they are choices that lead me to now,
where I deal with more and more choices
you were one of those choices,
one that I didn't choose.
How does that work
I couldn't tell you even if I wanted to
What I can tell you is that I loved you,
I thought you were it for me
I was ready to use my choices to follow you,
to continue to grow
with you
Inspired by you.
It just wasn't meant to be
I still don't know why
but
I trust that it was for the best.
Now,
I live in a whole new world.
one with stories of grown ups
that live the lives I never knew existed
I'm surrounded by a new language
that I'm struggling to
learn, all on my own
right now with the clouds that
filter through
my
mind I know that we are no longer
In the same time frame
maybe we never were
new thoughts, ideas, feelings,
emotions, words, laughter,
people, silence
are yelling for me to realize that
what we had nothing
compared to what awaits me.
I could say that I loved you....
that's
what I thought
for
such a long time.
Now I know that I thought I loved you
but I never
really
did.
I'm sorry.
YOU ARE READING
A Book of Words That Never Seem To Be Enough
PoetryA book filled with words that I thought made sense, but they never seem to be enough. *warning* emotional, messy, raw and full of sadness (sometimes a little happiness here and there) I hope you give my words a chance, maybe they'll be enough for yo...
