Throw my heart off of a cliff,
I promise you I won't cry.
Tell me that you hate me,
that you never
wanted me
or
loved me
I promise you I'll work hard to try
to change
your mind
How do I scream, cry, beg and use my words
all at once
How do I explain this hopelessness
that causes me to stumble and fall
tripping me towards the edge,
barely catching myself in time
I can't even see through the tears
that won't stop falling.
God, stop falling damnit
DAMNIT
please....just stop.
I can't breathe, my heart can't keep up with the blood rushing to it to heal its broken pieces.
My lungs feel heavy with too much oxygen,
but there still isn't enough
Why is there never enough?
Why aren't I ever enough
my promises weren't enough, my heart wasn't enough, my soul wasn't enough, my words weren't enough, my laughter wasn't enough, my smile wasn't enough, my tears weren't enough, my mind wasn't enough
I wasn't enough.
I promised I'd be enough
YOU ARE READING
A Book of Words That Never Seem To Be Enough
PoetryA book filled with words that I thought made sense, but they never seem to be enough. *warning* emotional, messy, raw and full of sadness (sometimes a little happiness here and there) I hope you give my words a chance, maybe they'll be enough for yo...
