I keep trying to understand.
But I can't.
I do not understand
what is so hard
about the concept,
the idea
that to love me
you love all of me.
You do not only
love my good.
You do not only
love my smile.
You do not only
love the happiness that I bring.
You do not only
love that I love you.
You love
my insecurities.
You love
that even when I annoy you
you still love me.
You love me
even when it is so hard
to love me.
you just love me.
That,
that is how you are supposed
to love me
But you don't.
you get angry
you ignore me
you leave me to my tears
you let me imagine the worst
you no longer care if I yell at you
you don't wait for the screaming to stop
you leave halfway through the fights,
no longer caring to see how they end.
why?
why did you give up?
why didn't you try to save us?
why didn't you just try?
why do you always leave?
why do you not care anymore?
why is it so easy for you?
why can you just leave and never look back?
why why why why why why why why why why
why why why why why why why why why why
why why why why why why why why why why
why why why why why why why why why why
why?
Why don't you love me?
YOU ARE READING
A Book of Words That Never Seem To Be Enough
PoetryA book filled with words that I thought made sense, but they never seem to be enough. *warning* emotional, messy, raw and full of sadness (sometimes a little happiness here and there) I hope you give my words a chance, maybe they'll be enough for yo...
