Chapter 2 Loving Unnoticed

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//It started with a phone call, we'd been fighting so I shouldn't pick up, everyone said I should hold my ground, and not fall on it, but the softness in his voice, the way he begged to bury the hachet, it made me wanna talk.
I shouldn't give in so easy, I should've listened when they said 'no', when they said stop, but you told me to go, and that's all I really know. We're always fighting, so why call me up? I guess 'offical' or not, were always friends though
I should have forgot your name by now, but I guess I couldn't, you should have lost my phonenumber, but as fate went, I guess you shouldn't. It started off with yelling, as it always did, but the apologies were sweeter now, because of how much of 'us' we missed, as the night grew darker, we came closer together. I wish I could blame me giving in so easy,
on the whisky and the wine, but I guess it had to have been for longing 'good old times'. The next thing I know, I'm doing things bad girls do, I feel guilty and stupid, I should've stayed true, I'm crying quietly in my brain, but loving every second of 'catching up', this new life of staying perfect in the light is too much on me, sometimes 'perfect' makes you corrupt,
as we finished rekindling old flames, I've said it so much, your name is burned in my brain.
I lie awake like a creep, knowing I've fallen too deep, I cry as my phone shows me a text, of my true love wishing me "Good Sleep~". I can't run away from this, somehow I know it to be true, when I'm close to him, guilty memories will remind me of you, I don't love you I never did, when you called I should've ran and hid, my mind must be busted,
now how can I ever be trusted? I've gone through life as a "strong woman", but cracked under pressure, I'm so sorry my dear,
our love I will  always still treasure//

"Bro, I know she's busy too, but I miss her, its weird, its like, I've never wanted someone around me so much" Jake said,
he was lying on his bed, while Chance and Anthony were chilling on his Italian couch.
It'd been a while since him and Erika's fight, and all Jake had been doing since then was trying to make more time
with her.

"Yeesh" Anthony said, making Jake glare at him, "What?" He asked dryly, "For someone who says they aren't in love, it sure sounds like it" Anthony replied laughing, "Shut up!" Jake said throwing a old balled up chip bag, hitting his friend,
"Tony ain't wrong, you do sound a little head over heels~" Chance said snickering teasing him, Jake was about to continue to argue, but instead just laid back having a goofy grin on his face as he squeezed the merch blanket, Erika had knitted for him.

"Not even another chip bag? Uh oh" Anthony said looking at their blonde friend, who seemed to be in a daze,
"My boy...You've been seeming to fall harder and harder, every month you've been together, say it ain't so" Chance said gasping, Jake looked at them with half shut eyes, he was still blushing as he smiled, "I'm in love, I can say it now..." Jake said still grinning, "What!?" Anthony shouted jumping up, Chance got up climbing the stairs to Jake's bed, poking
his longtime friend. "Are you serious?" Chance asked frowning, "Dead serious bro...I've been so scarred by past relationships, I guess it always takes me longer to get out of the playful friendly dating stage but, I love her bro,
I really do, and you know another thing?" Jake said sitting up, "What?" Chanthony asked, "I'm gonna marry her" He said.

"Isn't this sudden?" Chance quickly asked, "I'm not saying I'm gonna propose today, I'm just saying it'll be soon...
I've been 'working' late, because I was picking out a ring for Erika" Jake explained then hugged the blanket tighter, "This is a little fast Jake" Anthony said warning him, "Its not gonna be right now- and besides even if we haven't been exactly dating super long, doesn't mean I haven't known her for years, it has to at least be four or five years by now" Jake said, he grinned sighing again, "Four or five of the most lit years of my life" Jake said happily,
Chance and Anthony looked at each other, still a bit worried, but Anthony finally spoke up again.
"Well Jake, your both adults, you can marry who you want- and hey bro I'm happy for you" Anthony said fistbumping him, "That's my boy, thanks for the support bro" Jake said bumping back, "I still can't believe it" Chance said quietly,
"Well believe it- at the risk of you guys making fun of me forever, she fixed my broken heart, and now I want to give it to her" Jake said blushing, "That's too adorable" Chance said making kissy faces, while Anthony made goofy "Awwww" Sounds, making Jake chuckle, "Stop you guys- and hey don't meation anything, I don't want her finding out until its time" Jake said, "Got it" Anthony said nodding his head, "Our lips, are sealed my boy, our lips are sealed" Chance confirmed
winking.

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