Jake Paul:Comatose Love

Chapter 17 Addicted to the Feeling

Alissa had snuck out early in the morning, unknowing to Jake, whom woke up without the warmth of another person in his bed. Jake sat up sat up groaning a little, he wiped his eyes looking around for Alissa, his bed still smelled like her pefume, but she was no where to be found, Jake sighed getting up, going to take a shower, he stripped down, revealing his toned body, he felt a little sick thinking of who he'd laid down with the other night, but he was not going to give in to missing Erika, and just sit around crying about her leaving him.

Jake turned the water on, steam soon filling the room as he slowly washed himself, while staring at the wall, he frowned noticing how much he was thinking about drinking now, almost as if he was becoming addicted- *I'm fine, I don't need Erika, and I don't need alcohol* Jake told himself,
he finished his shower and went out, drying off he went into his huge closet putting some boxers on, then started thumbing through merch trying to find something to wear, he ended up stopping seeing some Jerika merch, he just stared at it while images of his ex flooded his brain, he quickly stuffed the merch into the very back of his closet, before yanking out some black joggers and a black hoodie putting it on, he slapped himself in the face a few times trying to get over what he just saw.

Jake quickly faked a smile, and did a intro for his vlog, after he'd finished he went to get breakfast. "Jake, hey Jakey your up" Chance said quickly approaching him, Jake just looked at him with tired eyes, "Yeah..." Jake muttered, "Hey, what about going out to eat Jake? Get some bagels, you love bagels right?" Chance said smiling, "I'll have cereal" Jake told him,
Chance sighed looking at him, he put his hands on Jake's shoulders stopping him from moving
as he stood in front of him. "Jake, I hate seeing you getting so down bro, she was just a girl-" Chance barely got it out, before Jake shoved him off, "SHE WAS NOT JUST A GIRL!" Jake shouted,
Chance stood back staring wide eyed at Jake, Jake looked away shoving his hands in his pockets,
"I'm not hungry, I'm gonna head out" he muttered, before walking past Chance, he left out slamming the door shut, making Chance flinch a little.

Chance went from being sad and worrying about his friend to remembering the reason Jake was so upset. *Erika...* Chance thought angrily, in a huff he quickly got on twitter making a post

Chance:"Its funny how some people can take everything from someone, then just leave them broken, for others to pick up the pieces" He tweeted,
right away fans started to freak out, questioning who his tweet was about, and what was going on, still being heated Chance replied on the post again.

Chance:"I think we all know who I'm talking about, #beautifulweddinguglybride" He tweeted out, making everyone go even more crazy, starting to tag Erika in the post asking her to respond, Chance stayed on his phone for a while waiting to see if she did comment, he honestly wanted to yell at Erika and call her out for what she did, but she didn't respond. Chance grimaced before shoving his phone back in his pocket.

It was later in the day, Jake finished his vlog, but still drove around not heading home, he was craving some alcohol, the feeling scared him in all honesty, he had a feeling in his gut he should talk to someone before things got worse, but at the same time, he was never one to start spilling all his feelings to anyone really, so he just decided: *This will be the last time* as he parked at a gas station, going inside to get some cheap cold alcohol.

Jake got in his car with the bottles, he popped off a cap starting to down the refreshingly burning liquid, he shuddered as he let the toxic stuff fuel his body, he knew he should stop, but it helped him, it felt good, it made him loosen up, not think about everything so hard.
Jake leaned back in his seat turning on his phone, now noticing he still had a picture of him and Erika for his screen saver, he in a huff changed it to a old random picture of Alissa before quickly texting his 'ex'.