Just a dream

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I felt the tears, big, wet drops, running gently down my face, uncontrollably. Shawn was sitting on the couch, another girls arms wrapped round his neck and smiling widely as they kissed.

"Shawn?" I whisper-spoke. He looked up at me, but instead of regret, there was a look of annoyance plastered to his face. "Can't you just leave me alone, (y/n)? You're like a lovesick puppy, following me everywhere. I need a break. We're done, we should have been for ages but I was stupid enough to feel sorry for you." He said.

Once he had finished his little speech, the girl, now sitting on his lap, pulled his face to hers and they began to kiss, more passionately this time.

I couldn't stand to see him any longer. My heart felt like it had been ripped in two. I knew I was never good enough for the famous Shawn Mendes, but I never knew he could cause me so much pain. The pain was overwhelming, like it was ripping me in two, and I needed to get rid of it. So I ran.

I kept running, not sure where, but I ran. I ran until I could no longer feel my feet, until they were as numb as my body. I sat down on the sidewalk, feeling nothing.

Then the pain came back. I sobbed into my hands. Shawn's face wouldn't leave my mind as I sat there. His amazing smile. The way he could lighten a room just by walking in. The way he never, ever failed to make me laugh.

I sobbed loudly. And that's when I heard his voice again. "(Y/n)..."

My eyes fluttered open, and there was Shawn. It was dark outside and I could only just see his face in the moonlight. I touched my cheeks. They were wet.

Shawn looked at me in concern. "Are you ok (y/n)? You were crying in your sleep." he told me slowly, the worry evident in his voice.

I didn't say anything, just hugged his neck and buried my face in his chest, inhaling his smell. He didn't ask any more questions and I felt him relax against me. "Shawn..." I whispered, half expecting him to be asleep.

"Mm.." he mumbled. "Am I a lovesick puppy..." I asked into his chest, blushing slightly.

"What? No!" He said, properly awake now. "Is this about your dream?" he said, pulling away to look into my eyes. I diverted my gaze and nodded.

I told him what happened, expecting him to laugh. Instead, he pulled me close and pecked me on the lips. "Don't worry, (y/n). My love is for you, and you only."

I sighed happily and hugged him, now feeling content. Soon sleep washed over  me, and I fell asleep listening to the steady beat of Shawn's heart.

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(A/n) A little cringey, but here you are, lol

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