Shawn Mendes x Reader Imagines

Gone

Crimson red was all I could see. The seats, on me and especially all over Shawn. He wasn't moving at all. I groaned, only semiconscious of what was happening.

We were in ,what looked to have once been, a car. Now, it was completely mangled. I tried to roll over, but my whole body was searing with pain. I yelled out as I managed to face Shawn. I heard an ambulance, but I was loosing consciousness.

I feebly reached out to touch Shawn's cheek. "Shawn, please...wake up," I mumbled to him as darkness washed over me.

The rest was only in flashes. Men looking down at us. Bright lights. People shouting desperately. And Shawn being wheeled into an ambulance.

My eyes fluttered open, trying to adjust to the harsh lights in the room I was in. I took a deep breath and looked down at myself. I was in a hospital bed, there was a drip attached to me and my parents were sitting next to me.

They gasped and jumped up to hug me when I attempted to sit up. "Hey, what happened?" I croaked. There was no answer for a while. Then I remembered. "Where's Shawn?" I demanded. There was another long silence.

"Where is he?" I asked, getting panicky. "Darling, Shawn. He didn't make it." My mom said. There was more than that, but I couldn't hear it. My heart was racing and then the tears came. Slowly at first, then all at once, like a waterfall.

"No!! I want Shawn, where is he!! You're lying!!" I screamed, not caring about sleeping patients. My world felt like it was crumbling all around me. A nurse rushed in as I thrashed about in my hospital bed, but I could barely see her through the tears.

I was sobbing at this point. My true love has gone for good.

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I gasped and sat up in bed. It was just a dream. I touched my cheeks. They were wet and stained by tears. I put my hand on Shawn's side of the bed, just to reassure myself it was a dream.

It was cold. Memories of that night washed over me. It wasn't a dream, I was simply reliving the memory. I grabbed a pillow and howled into it.

Shawn really was gone for good this time.

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(A/n) where the tissues at?!