Shawn Mendes x Reader Imagines

Beauty

I frowned at myself in the mirror. I poked my stomach that always felt to big for me and ran a finger across my face that always felt spotty. I sighed.

I'd never been the prettiest of girls. That's how I always saw myself. I don't know why Shawn chose me as his girlfriend. Whenever I judged myself, Shawn would always get irritated with me for 'disrespecting myself'.

Shawn wasn't home, and so I was carefully examining all my imperfections and trying to figure out what it was that Shawn so interesting about me.

I felt tears form in my eyes as I looked harder at every wrong detail of my body. I didn't even mean for the words to come out, they just, kind of slipped. "I'm so ugly..."

"No. You aren't." I whipped round, brushing away the tears that had fallen with my sleeve. Shawn was standing in the doorway staring at me. "You are the most beautiful, gorgeous girl I know. Inside and out. Looks are only for vain people, and I know you aren't vain," he said walking up to me and taking my hand.

"You are beautiful, and always will be. Beauty is in the mind and soul. Don't let anyone ever tell you that you are ugly." He said, grabbing my hands and staring into my eyes. I bent my head down. "I'm sorry, I love you." I said. He wrapped me in his arms and rocked me back and forth.

"You are beautiful." He whispered again, kissing the top of my head.

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(A/n) I don't want to sound like one of those authors that is always looking for attention or anything, but sometimes I seriously struggle with my self image. I often have a pimply face and at times I feel unhappy with my body type. I'm busy trying to change that, and anyone else who is also struggling with self love - you are beautiful. Be grateful for all that you have. Some people don't have legs or arms, some are struggling with serious diseases. We are all beautiful in our own ways. And if you don't feel beautiful or feel like no one cares about you, I do. That's the end of my message, now go love the crap out of yourself, because you are stunning xx

(P.s: THIS BOOK HAS 2K READS?! Thank you!!<3)